alhamdulillah..

alhamdulillah..selesai da semua.. lega...fewwhhh

wow. sy tunang org. tunang org oit...hee..eh.. sila jaga adab.

eh2.. dr dulu pun kalau nk bhs kan mr.k kat org akan ckp either.. mamat tu or pkck tu.. or dia or utk org yg kenal2 guna nama je.. mcm xpndai plak nak ckp..my boyfren..haha..gedik.

skrg.. eh..lagi malu+blushing plak nak ckp.. tunang saya.. eh.. malu2.. *paangg

ni ape excited lebih nih??..

ok.back to normal.

alhamdulillah..dah selesai.. semua lancar.. mudah.. xde issue.. cuaca pun ok masa majlis.. mintak2 tu semua tanda2 yg baik2..

smpi segamat khamis mlm.. seb baek ade cik patin teman kan.. tgk rumah dah kemas skit2.. sempat la pg bandar ngn mak n abah jap naik mr.percyblackson..(its a male..kalau female nnti dia ngurat mr.k..xleh)..

kelam kabut abah drive sbb signal n wiper lain dr kereta lain..

pg2 jumaat tu da kena kejut.. kms umah sket2.. pastu kerah tenaga mr.k jap.. sebelum dia balik jb kannn.. *belum pape da kena buli..wakaka

mr.k gerak je.. teruskan misi.. org dtg psg mini pelamin around pukul 3.. sekejap je akk tu psg.. tp.... sorry to say.. pelamin tu ok.. but i dun like the stage.. rasa xboleh senyum da..tp xtau la kenapa kan.. selalu xpndai nk ckp xsuka..or xnak dgn org2 yg expert mcm ni.. sbb diorg ni lg tau..rase mcm segan nak arah2.. tp xboleh mcm tu kan.. nnti dr sndr yg susah..

xpe la..majlis nnti.. SAYA NAK SEMUA ORG IKUT KATA SAYA..hahaha

mak pun nmpak xselesa.. pikir punya pikir.. smpai mak bg idea mcm mana nk redecorate.. alhamdulillah.. xseindah mana.. tp better..

actually masa ni.. hantaran xready lg.. tggu final touch dr mak ngah.. owhh.. hasil nye.. xdisangka2... simple. tp SAYA SUKA SGT... kalau xde mak ngah xtau la cane.. n setelah berkurun lama diorg x overnite di kg.. sbb kan majlis sy diorg tidur satu malam..huhu

mlm tu je da tdo kul 3 pg.. mmg da agak da.. xkan dpt tdo awal punye.. bgn pagi2 sabtu.. teruskan misi2 terakhir.. mak ada msk lauk sndr.. instead of order dr catering..abah nak jugak ada lauk kg.. so rumah kecah2 la sket kan.. sume bising suh sy brkfst.. *mcm nak kawen je..*blush*

tp dpt mkn ns lemak stgh jek... (T_T).. tgh2 mkn mak andam da smpi.. wo..pecut mndi koboi...

psl make up pun xsuke.. sgt2..(T_T)..sgt tebal.. sy nak yg natural je.. tau la sy xcantik.. jgn la tambah2 kan plastik muka ni.. xsuke2!...

frust... .. tgk2 gamba pun xde yg senonoh.. semua cam hantu mana.. tambah comot muka.. (T_T)

ok..dah lepas...T_T

rmi yg mintak nk tgk gambar..hehe.. tp sy pun xdpt gambar lg.. 

sbb kan rase org2 yg bc blog ni spesel...*sndr tulis sndr bc pon...

meh tepek yg mana ada..hehe

hasil selepas re-decorate..huu

ni semua hero2 sayaaaa..ehem..

awin mane tah mase ni..*marah*... rasa mcm nk photoshop jek.. berangan je dia ni..

gamba yg elok dia sorg je xde..pdn muka

mak secara dengki telah mengganti kan fizan kepada pizan..hahaha..

terima je laa..

geng shams.. bakal2 jugak ni.. mane geng nets ek?...oo.. korg xsmpi lg this time.. hehe

slalu main mcm ni ngn abah dulu.. now inara's turn..hehe

ok..sila tgk sendiri mana sy dpt gene mata sepet ok.

penat photographer asik suh besar kan mata..

mahap azir.. bila senyum dia kecik balik..haha

eh..ada perempuan gedik di sanaa... *yg mintak di baling bunga..keke

tu la dia.. tu tu.. tu la kekasih hati sy *blush*

ok dah.. xleh byk2.. nnti basi..keke

sape yg request kat fb tu nnti eh.. hehe

terima kasih yg tak terhingga nk ckp pd.

mak & abah - coz sgt understanding yg xtercapai akal ku..huu

makngah - sume makngah buat kan..hehe...kalau mkngah xde..xtau la.. dpt gaji lebih ira bg voucher spa eh...hehe

pakngah - smpi merah2 muka.. lg merah dr carpet..hehe

elin & fatin.. - xpsl2 kena buat mcm2..huhu.. ramai ckp karipap fatin goreng rangup.. penggoreng import dr KL..hehu

izul - sikit xbyk.. ttbe akk rasa mcm akk da ada adik lelaki.. harap2 kekal la mcm tu k.. sejuk sgt rasa tgk awak dah berubah..

awin - terima kasih tlg akk.. tapi..*ada tp nih.. berubah la k.. da dewasa.. jgn mls2

semua family yg involve..

semua kwn2 yg dtg...

thank you soo much..mintak maaf kalau ada yg terkurang..mkn xckop ke..xsdp ke..lynn xok ke..sory sgt..really appreciate u guys came..

cik emol dr srwk..

cik umi yg xsehat..dtg jugak.. 

cik jijah yg slalu bz..

cik fara yg flight ari isnn.. 

Zairul n arif thanx sudi dtg.

Yayan.anis.pisah.fzlh.hani..tq so much..sempat la korg buat ira cuak smpi berkali2 kira dulang kannn.. Tgh tgu turn sape plak ni. 

n last but not least..my official photographer.. Sory buat azir pusing2 cr rmh.. Sian dia..peluh2 ambk gamba.. Thanx sgt2 azir..xsbr nk tgk gambar..hehe..

thanx again everyone..

doakan fasa yg pertama ni..berkekalan hingga ke fasa yg seterusnya eh....

perkara2 yg buat sy kesal.

make up yg comot

baju.. buat sy nmpak gemok. 

ada beberapa org penting yg sy terlepas pndg.

adik2.. mane tah diorg menghilang.. kalau xde org dah jerit daa...

cik patin.. xde pun gamba exclusive kita berdua.. T_T

da ramai2 jd mcm xbetul smpi sy biaaar je cik patin.. T_T

ape matlamat sekarang?

Change for good. But slowly la..hee

Ask me anything

macam-macam..

berehat sebentar sambil berblogging...owhhh..rinduuu..keke

ok..byk nk cter..tp xsempat..

last week dpt menatang ni..

wuaaaa!!..sexited gile nk wat testing..tp bila start je.. rase cam nk baling je bnda ni jauh2..

bukan sbb tablet ni la.. tp apps yg kitorg testing tu.. da la tablet ni mmg xdi provide kan stylus.. so rase tgn ni mcm dlm citer Gulliver's Travel tu.. sume benda cinonet.. nk scroll down pun payah.. tensen sbb its slowing the testing process..

da la sume mcm rush..eh siyes.. in 7 days kitorg boleh abiskan almost half from 695 TC for SG and 557 TC for MY... unbelievable dgn tester hanya 4 org..isk

ok..sape nk tau tablet ni best ke.. sy xleh jwb coz i'm not technical expert.. lagi la bab2 gadjet ni...ahaha..

cerita lain. ktorg kena moved pg other site..wifi area.. xduduk lg kat cubicles..smpi habis testing.. best jugak mengular kat sini..sbb org xnmpk my monitor..*blkg ai cermin u..nmpk ducati showrooms..usha2 kot2 nmpk adik beradik SM Nasarudin..ehemmm.

and guna wifi bole bukak FB..kui3..tp xsempat..huh.. yg xbest nye.. depan sedepa dr muka sy..adalah mkck pangako sayo.. mula2 ok lah.. lame2 rase annoyed owh.... pg td ttbe rase cam dgr ayam ckp2.. ane tang alang ko nang ko magan ane ko isit xkah walah ko kokoko...

*eh..ni bahase entam..tah hape tah diorg ckp..

dia kalau diam..diam la..bila start ckp..lajuu je xberenti.. rase la mcm kena hon lama2 kannn....bingit.. xpe lg 2 hari je..tp pastu sunyi la plak kan..

ok..ensem kan mamat ni??...*blush..

dah..ni sy punye..sape jumpe dia tepi jln..nk senyum bole.. kenyit mata goda2 TAK BOLE. phm?..ni sy punye..hahaha

*eh..bg lempang gedik skali pls.

jumaat last week.. kitorg ada team lunch.. tp ni team tuk project lain n most of the teammate adalah mmm..indian.. sorg je yg malaysian. yg lain pure dr sana... as we know, diorg ada yg vege kan.. and kebetulan nk celebrate bufday yg mmg vege.. then diorg decide nak g mkn kat restoran vege somewhere in brickfields.

owh..pengalaman plg ngeri taun ni.. nasib bertiga yg bertudung.. kalau sorg mmg xpg la kan. gile.. building tu pun dah nama temple of fine art.. tp bukan tmpat smbyg diorg..tmpat tuk diorg belajar menari and jual barang2 tradisional...

sume org termasuk waitress beria convince kan ktorg tempat tu halal.. physically mmg la..even liquor pun xdibenarkan bawak masuk..tp tah la..heeeee..*pause.

environment penuh dgn patung2 diorg.. bau... even our table pun seblah je ngn patung.. time pg ambik mkn mmg da ready ngn portion yg sgt sikit.. ambik kuah dal n naseb baik ada ns beriani.. so bole la telan.. tp xtau la..tgk org laen cool gile mkn.. i think i'm the only one yg mkn slow.. n rase xnak telan pun..erk..

rase serba salah gile.. T_T..  ok.mcm dlm fear factor.. gile2 berperang dgn mindset..

sabtu last week.. pergi kenduri kat senawang... owhh..pengantin perempuan sgt cumel..mmg dr dulu pun dah comel.. besnye tgk org tawen2..hik3..

Tahniah Sai & Hadi.. wish you much happiness, a blessed married life ever!

p/s: lauk kenduri pun sedap..jarang pg mkn kenduri mkn byk..kekeke

psssstt..secret diary.

diam xdiam.. lg 3 hari jek..huu.. fikir2 balik..xpernah terfikir pun akan jd tunang org.. tunang org???.. OO EEMM GEE!!..haha..*paangg

eh.. betul..yela..dulu mana ade pkwe.. tgk org lain beeesstt je.. leh g mkn sesama.. weekend g tgk wayang..dating.. siap penah kena tggl sorg kat bilik on weekend.. sbb xde org nk bwk sy keluar.. T_T..

xpernah terfikir jugak by 23.. *lg bape ari je lg nk 24.. akan tuka status.. xleh noty2..haha

eh..ttbe ai rasa neves..huukk.. boleh ke?..kuat ke?.. betul ke???..

wuaaaa... T_T...

mm...harapan sy..*buat masa skrg..

semoga majlis berjalan lancar.

checklist.

-baju da ambik smlm

-gift sume da siap. da ambik.

-ptg ni nk g beli chocs

-rabu beli buah. kms brg

-khamis kena pg ambik fresh flowers.

-lg??..huu

kerja ape sekarang?

kuli je...isk

Ask me anything

bila anda nk drive?

bila ade kekuatan..huu

Ask me anything

boleh tanye ape2 ke?

tnye psl kawen mntak sploh rggt.

Ask me anything

ape yg best keje kat scope?

best sbb skrg sdg main2 dgn galaxy tab..hak3..

Ask me anything

TMJ III

its been a while since the last time i ate burger like a normal person. like everyone do. i mean. like this.

forgot already how it feels like.
i've lost my bite. *but not my appetite.. =P


its getting worst when i was frozen, even susah nak ckp.. i couldn't move the jaw.. (T_T)
tah2 ade org menyampah dgr sy ckp.. ckp mcm xnak bukak mulut.. bukan xnak.. its hurt!!.. (T_T)

not a single minute pun jaw ni xrasa sakit.. x..xpenah rasa boleh chew sesuka hati.. (T_T)
and not a single minute pun bila fikir psl ni.. air mata x bergenang... Tuhan da tarik balik kebolehan yg Dia bg.
i'll not get it back neither put on hope on it. coz i know its not going to happen. (T_T)
this pain will never go, i know.

sy rindu nak gigit keropok lekor, sy rindu nak gigit nugget, sy rindu nak mkn pki tgn, sy rindu nak gigit ayam goreng, sy rindu nk gigit chicken mcdeluxe, sy rindu nk mkn mcm org lain. SAYA RINDU!!.. (TT_TT)

ok.mcm drama queen.. tp betuuuuuulll..sakit.. yg xpernah ilang..
ade 2 benda yg mmg betul2 kena beli..
1. mafla..tuk lilit2 kat leher..
2. heat packs..
*...skrg ni mangsa mr.k.. tgn dia slalu warm.. pinjam tgn letak kat jaw..(O.o)eh.haram. patut la xbaik2.. (T_T)

ok. da dpt benda ni.

da bole start testing...weee..*bole bukak fb gak kan2??..kui3

bila ade formspring?xtau pom

baru je..hehe..tgk mcm bes je org maen tnye2

Ask me anything

driver

ada org suh sy drive


dia: nnti drive la..smpi bila nk takut..
sy: xkesian ke kalau i xcident?
*diam*

dia: u balik sorg kan nnti? drive la..
sy: xrisau ke i drive?
*diam lg*


senang je nk dpt driver....lalalalalalalala

counting...

eh..kenapa bdn ni cpt naek?!!!

isk...T_T

tenyuuummm..

kdg2..smpai satu tahap.. kita kena fikir mcm ni..

"kita jaga je hati dia.. hati sendiri tolak tepi.."

lagi2 dgn org yg kita syg...sbb

bila kita rase bahagia?..bila kita tgk org yg kita syg rasa bahagia..kan?

mak..

xpe la mak..walaupun berat..

walaupun hati mak sakit..

kita xboleh ubah org...

org yg paaaling boleh di bawak berbincang dr mak sendiri..

tabah la..

api xboleh dicurah myk.. terus cepat marak..

api..kita xboleh tiup.. walaupun boleh pdm.. tp kena guna byk tenaga..nnti kita letih sendiri.. silap sikit api jd makin bsr..

api lawan nye air.. mak kena jd mcm air.. sejuk.. tenang.. berkocak bila org goncang je..

itu pun bukan untuk melawan.. untuk bgtau..yg mak masih bergerak..masih berperasaan..

kalau ada org yg baik..dia akan tambah gula utk bg mak manis.. =)

senyum ye maakk..byk betul dugaan kita.. =)

alhamdulillah cuti sy telah diluluskan.. sy tau manager sy baik hati... =)

kannn..

kan...
da ckp da...
huuu...mintak2 la cuti tu lepas..
nasib baik la ada lg org yg xpentingkan dr kat dunia ni..sanggup nk jd backup..tp rasa mcm kejam plak..da la akk tu pregnant..huu..
thanks diana, promise will settle evrything before i go, n make sure no issue left. tuk satu ariiiiii je..

*malu je nangis tepon mak..hak2..

susahnye lahai nk dpt cuti..adeh.. pdn muka ira..buat lg time krismas.
on the said date tu..tgh ade project yg will be handle berdua je.. and the worse case, my partner tu filipino..erghh..
tgk resource plan.. dia da block leave semggu..confirm nak balik negera dia la tu.. bila email mgr.. dia suh change leave plan..gila hape?!!....
mungkin slh sy xinform awal2..tp nk bitau cane..baru tau entitled cuti bape hari last week.. bgtau akk2 lain mintak backup..sume tgh engaged ngn another project...naseb baek la ada sorg ni bg guna her name..hehu..

dear manager...
pls la aprrove kan leave sayaaaaa....pls pls pls....satu ari je pown..wuaaa..(T_T)

ok..ttbe kan..rase mcm byk nye dugaan...huu.. mak kata xpe..persediaan tuk dugaan yg akan2 dtg.. baek lah. chaiyok ira!!

semlm da dpt cari baju mr.k..aduhai..dah sakit kaki gile2..baru jumpe..punye la susah.. color dah match..size xde..ada size..color lain..dgn mr.k dtg bulan lg..emoo jee..huu.. berkat kesbrn mmg teserlah la.. alhamdulillah jumpe jugak..akk tailor da call dia kata dia bole alter kan sket bj tu..
eh..bila kita xjumpe sesuatu bnda tu..msti marah2..dlm hati mcm maki2.. tp bila da jumpe.. terus bersyukur kan.. mungkin tuhan sengaja nk uji sejauh mana tahap marah sbr n berapa byk makian yg akan keluar kan??

bila pikir2 balik.. lega semlm walaupun marah2..tp dlm hati.. masih cuba senyum..kalau kita terlampau emo masa tgh ada masalah..sbnrnye bila masalah tu selesai kita akan terasa malu dgn dr sndr..sbb xdpt kawal perasaan kan?

ok..sy belajar sesuatu.. so lepas ni ingt... jgn membebel..

teringt jiran..adelah satu rumah ni... gila la..hari2 marah anak dia..org lain yg dgr pun rase nk gile.. pagi kena marah..tgh hari kena marah..ptg kena lagi..mlm pun..ya allah..jgn la sy jd kuat bebel+garang camtu..fuh2.. lari laki sy nnti..huuu

ok dah. nak buat munge..chenta betul la nk siapkan benda ni..

entry mintak pelempang

eh2..

nnti kannn

nnti kann.......

kalau ada anak nnti.. nak dia pggl ape ek?

mama papa??...mcm western sgt..sy org kg jee...

mummy daddy...laaaaagii western..

mak abah..mmm.. sy generasi 21'st century...muahahaha..*mati la xsdr dr..

mami papi...mcm ape je..eeee

mama babah??..iskk..segan la...kui3

ibu ayah...cam comel + sweet kan??...

dah. sila lempang.. berangan xsudah..

p/s: akibat tgk fb ibu2...huhu

p/s: eh..ada couple2 relax je pgl mama papa..owh..lebih islamic sket..ummi abi...hahahaha...*sy yg tulis ni pun da rase blush2..kui3

sy: mcm mana ek nnti nk pggl u bila ngn family u... diorg pgl nama u lain..ngn family i lain..
aritu ngn mak u i tersasul2..kejap apis..kejap fizan...

mr.k: tah..follow je la.. bila pg umah u guna fizan..bila balik umah i pggl apis...

sy: kalau nk pggl u??...mcm xsesuai je nk pgl abg...huahuahua

mr.k: tu la..rase mcm pelik plak...tp u pggl dear.. dear tu u guna bila u nak emel sume org.. 
dear ah  long, dear thambi,....same je la..xde beza pun tuk i..

sy: dah tu?..depan2 org xkan nk pggl syg?..malu la...

sy: dear tu mcm bunyi2 rusa (deer)... i pggl u kambing la..sbb u ada janggut..wakaka...

        *ok dialog ni xterkeluar..sbb nnti kena sekeh..keke

jeng3....

woot woot..

bosan..xde citer...byk cter. tp xtau nk cter mcm mana..nnti xtercerita.. lg pun cerita je bukan pape.. ok dah. berenti.

naahh.. mulakan dgn ni..

Beberapa tahun lepas Ramli jumpa seorang janda bernama Ramlah yang mempunyai anak dara bernama Jamilah. Ramli berkahwin dengan Ramlah dan Jamilah adalah anak tiri Ramli. Selepas itu bapa kepada Ramli, Jamrud berkahwin dengan anak tiri Ramli, Jamilah. 

Ini membuatkan Jamilah, mak tiri kepada Ramli yang sebelum ini anak tirinya. Jadi ayah Ramli, Jamrud adalah anak tiri Ramli dan memjadikan Ramlah sebagai Mak Mertua kepada Bapak Mertuanya. 

Selang beberapa bulan kemudian, Jamilah anak kepada isteri Ramli, Ramlah melahirkan anak lelaki, Jarul. Jadi Jarul dalah adik kepada Ramli. Tetapi Jarul adalah anak kepada Jamilah, anak kepada isteri Ramli, Ramlah. Menjadikan Jarul adalah cucu kepada isteri Ramli, Ramlah. Sekaligus menjadikan Ramli datuk kepada Jarul, adiknya. Itu tak seberapa lagi. 

Selepas itu, Ramli dan Ramlah mendapat anak bernama Jayzee. Sekarang Jamilah, anak tiri Ramli dan juga Mak mertua Ramli menjadi kakak dan juga nenek kepada Jayzee. Jadi ayah Ramli, Jamrud menjadi abang ipar kepada anak Ramli yang mana kakak ipar Jayzee adalah isteri kepada ayah Ramli, Jadi sekarang, Ramli adalah abang ipar kepada emak mertuanya, isteri Ramli, Ramlah adalah makcik kepada anaknya sendiri, Jamilah... Anak Ramli, Jarul adalah sepupu kepada ayah Ramli, Jamrud dan Ramli adalah datuk kepada dirinya sendiri... 

muahahahahahahahhahaha... .isk isk isk... .. nennooo nennooo..neenooo..nenoooo.. 

phewiiittttt tebabooooooooooo
**from fais yg bengong tapi penyeri batch pdb17....

owh..xpuas hati selgi xfhm kan bnda ni..kan2?

ok..update lain.

alhamdulillah.... semlm dah sign LOA. on 1st dec officially menjadi Fixed Term Test Engineer.. for?.. 6 months jeee.... harap2 boleh smbung lg lepastu.. cantikkan sket resume..kui3...

Test engineer..erk..mcm professional je bunyik nye.. *yeke?..ke sy je yg perasan..ahax..

tp mcm..alaa..xde nama lain ke?.... software tester.. org bandar2 je yg fhm...huk.. kdg2 susah bila nk ckp dgn niat jujur+tanpa bunyi belagak+xmerendah dr sgt+sdg2 aje+tp nak org fhm...kan?

td dah selesai settle kan acc bank & atm card semua.. tuka keje tuka bank..tp semua duit dlm tu 2 digit je..isk..sedey....

activate card ngn intrnt bnkng..

psstt2..team kitorg yg buat testing on intrnt bnkng..rase mcm x confident la plak nk guna...keke.. sbb..phm2 je la bila project da ujung2 nyawa nk move to production.. eh2..tp jgn risau.. security testing and regression testing still ada..huu.. n lgpun..anything happen..kan bole saman 2 kali ganda..hahaha..

psstt2..ade sket rase vangga bila tgk smsbnkng..ibnkng bila fikir sy juga terlibat dlm application tu..kekeke..tp lg bangga development team la kan..diorg yg pecah kepala tgk coding bagai nk create benda alah tu sume..skrg dr sndr da bole guna.. after this project breeze plak.. ngn iphone.. alamak!!..xde iphone..xde can la nk guna...*ehem2..ada mksud tersirat ni..harap2 yg berkenaan fhm la...or buat2 xfhm pun xpeeeee...

janji fhm..kekekeke

mcm mana pun..tetap la kuli...alhamdulillah mmg ini yg di impikan, dgn izin Tuhan..Dia bg peluang utk sy cuba walaupun sekejap..kan2?...stress keje di mana2 adaaa...

ada jugak batchmates yg da nk give up..bukan sbb the contract..tp sbb org2 dlm.. susah bila bekerja dgn bangsa2 asing yg ikut puak dia.. guna bhs dia yg kita xfhm langsung...yg fhm bila dia sebut nama je.. da kena tegur suh tuka speak in english pun xmo..

even dlm malay culture pun kita akan terasa bila kawan 2 org depan mata duk bisik2 gelak2..tp kita xtau psl ape.. ni lg plak..dgr nama kita disebut2 plus gelak2..terang dan nyata kot diorg mengumpat.. 

tapiiiii..team sy xmcm tu..so far semua ok..mungkin sbb kitorg balance..semua bangsa ada.. jd xla terasa sgt kann..sbb tu xpe la..sy stop apply kerja lain for the time being..hehe.. *kalau gov sy mau la..mcm best je keje gov..bole gossip2..kui3

ok.cerita last week... mak datang..utk pg kenduri my forever childhood bestfriend ever.... kawen sudaaa... mase mak pelok dia..mak nangis..kenapa2??...huu.. mungkin mcm unbelievable dulu kecik2 main masak2 blkg rumah..ni da nk msk tuk husband plak...

alaa...tapi kann..mcm dpt agak je situation sy nnti..alaa..alaa...*eh..perasan..

my bff ni.. sgt kagum dgn dia..dr sng susah sng..hidupnye sentiasa redha n bersederhana..xkisah apa org nk ckp..dia tetap bahagia dgn family.. alhamdulillah.. dia bertemu jodoh yg baik..harap2 suami dia akan lebih bahagiakan dia.. sbb dia berhak utk itu..

ijah..mintak maaf sbb ira xdpt teman masa saat2 persiapan ijah..mm.. nak patah balik masa pun da xboleh.. too many things nak handle skrg..pape pun..selamat pengantin baru ok.

ada sorg lg rakan skolah dulu2 yg kawen hari yg sama..tu of course la xdpt pg.. kalau johor n kl 15 min xpe..huhu..yg ni pun mcm mana tah agak nye diorg boleh bercinta.. sbb masa skolah dulu xde pun.. tup2 kawen...tahniah fara & im... semoga bahagia hingga akhir hayat...

ok, kwn2 da ramai jln ni..bila la masa sy..kui3.. dec ni ada lg 2..huu..

kebykannya kan..yg kawin2 ni..sume kawan2 mase skolah..i mean for both la..pengantin lelaki n perempuan.. notice bila makngah ckp my cousin yg bertunang last week pun kenal dr skolah.. dan juga cousins yg laen2 da kawen..so moral of the story..adik2 yg tgh skolah..bercinta lah..hahaha..*paaangg

bila ckp ngn mr.k.. mungkin faktor2 nya adalah..*ceh..mcm ada kajian..

skrg nk kawen2 sume pilih sndr..mana ada main pinang2 je.. mak ayah tukar ganti gambar..

lepas tu..for me myself..memerlukan perkenalan yg lama utk letak kan hati dan kepercayaan..kan?..heee..

tapi kenal lama tu xsmstinye org tu akan sama sepanjang masa.. perangai manusia kan berubah2.. cuma bila tempoh yg lama tu bole la kita baca sket pattern perangai org tu...huhu

ok..dah.. semakin hari checklist semakin bertambah..duit plak makin berkurang..adoiyai...

p/s:..tension bila terblog hopping kat b2b blogs..rase mcm..owhh..stack dlm kepala da penuh..hati plak mcm uno stacko yg tgi mengharap..tp belah bwh da goyang2 mcm nak tumbang..ok.methaphore terlampau.dah.

jom belajar bhs tagalog sket...

naintindihan mo ba? - do you understand?

maginaw ba? - is it cold?

i'm hungry - nagugutom ako

do you understand - naintindihan mo ba?

could you make it? - kaya mo ba?

how do you know - paano mo nalaman?

how - paano

you - mo

know - nalaman

so cold here - ang ginaw dito

is it cold? - maginaw ba?

yes - oo/opo

what - ano

cannot - hindi pwede

but - pero

its raining outside - umuulan kasi sa labas


***lupe plak..thanx to cecilia sbb share this with us..hehe

Interesting Facts About Girls VS *87 Things Girls should really know

Interesting Facts About Girls

The first thing that you should know is that every girl is different from others only in their appearance. Inside them, they all have the same nature of motherhood and protective influence which has evolved from the time man was born. While men set out to hunt, women stayed back and protected the nest. This is where these feelings and emotions originated from. Apart from that, you must also remember that every girl, each and every single one of them, just wants to feel special, especially in relationships. How you go about achieving this is really your problem. Keep these following things in mind though, and they will serve you well.

• Girls absolutely hate it when they are lied to. So if you must do so, ensure that you never ever get caught. Whether the lie is about her appearance, your compatibility, your ex-girlfriend or her family, tread these waters with caution. For if you get caught, there will be no escape.
• Girls always consider actions greater than words. Even if, they wont accept it. So if you really wish to impress her, or get off the hook for something, do something that shows her how you feel, rather than simply talking about it.
• One of the most interesting facts about girls is that they are all big drama queens. This may be something that is beyond your realm of understanding, but be patient and know that every girl will make a big deal about petty things. In their eyes this is not wrong, because they simply thrive on conflict.
• Understand that girls are regular victims of PMS, and no matter how much we try to understand this, we never will. This is just the way it is, and the sooner we come to terms with this, the better it will be. You can also try taking one of our relationship quizzes for men to see if you can make the cut.
• Get used to apologizing, because whether you did something wrong or not, you will always be the one apologizing. Girls love that, and they cannot stand guys who do not know how to apologize. Practice your apologies in front of the mirror everyday, and you will thank me later.
• Understand that girls are built differently, and they are absolutely not interested in fast cars and monster trucks and the like. This is one of the primary facts about girls every guy should know.
• Girls are very self-conscious by nature, and the sooner you can accept that, the better. They will always look at themselves in front of the mirror because they can't help it. Do not deride them for this, or they will drop you like a hot potato. This guide to understanding women in relationships will also prove useful to you.
• A girl will always think she looks fat, no matter what. You have to comfort her and convince her otherwise. This goes hand in hand with their self-conscious nature so you better get used to it.
• Never ever fool around with a friend or relative of a girl whom you're with. Girls love to talk about the randomest of things, so you will be caught sooner or later. The wonderfully named Mr. Woods couldn't escape this predicament, so how can you.
• Speaking of which, girls love to gossip. This is the only way they can entertain themselves when they are together. Out of all the facts about girls that guys should know, this is probably the most well known already.
• When it comes to gifts, something meaningful and thoughtful is far more important than its price. Sure, something expensive won't hurt, but girls are absolute suckers for mushy and thoughtful gifts. So get to work and start thinking of things that are important to her.
• If you are out with your friends, she wants them to see how involved you'll are. She will kiss you in front of them, and make you feel like an embarrassed jelly bean. Your friends may laugh at you, but they're just jealous. Learn to reciprocate these feelings.
• On the other hand, when you are out with her girlfriends, it's best to keep your hands to yourself. The last thing she wants is to feel tied down by you, and you need to act tactfully in such a situation.
• Always remember all those damn dates and birthdays. This is important to them, and if you forget, your stock will plummet drastically. Store it in your phone, or stick your wall with post-its, but just remember them no matter what. Most guys are not aware about these facts on girls, and ultimately pay the price.
• Lastly, always compliment her. One of the most interesting facts about girls is that they love being the center of attention, so what's holding you back. Comment on her hair, her eyes, her dress, her body and everything else that you can think of. The relationship advice for men and relationship advice for guysgiven here will also help you out.

Interesting Facts about Teenage Girls

Girls, a topic which all guys like to discuss. After all the discussions and talks about girls, what lies behind is the mystery which makes it impossible to penetrate the mind of girls. The enigma that surrounds girls makes it tempting for guys to know more about the subject, girls. Let us take a look into things guys should know about girls; here are few more facts about girls that guys should know. These interesting facts about girls presented below should help.

• The first thing one would notice about girls is that they are not what they pretend to be.
• Girls are highly unpredictable in terms of the behavior they would exhibit.
• Being emotional seems to be their birth right. Girls know how to control their emotions. However, it is very difficult to be at the receiving end of the emotional outburst of a girl.
• Girls often take decisions on the basis of emotions rather than going by logic.
• As per research studies carried out by scientists, girls hold an upper hand over boys of the same age with respect to mental abilities; they exhibit greater maturity than boys of same age.
• Girls like to be flattered and at times they don't mind to be showered with false praise.
• Gossiping is the favorite pastime of girls. Venting out the built-up of nervous energy and emotional excesses is carried out though gossiping.
• Cleanliness is one thing that you can mark when a girl is around. This trait is found in almost all the girls.
• Caring attitude is found more in girls than guys. This behavior gets highlighted when a person close them is suffering from illness or any other problem.
• Masking the true nature or behavioral traits is sometimes observed in girls more often than guys. Again, this might seem to be a generalized statement. However, examples of such kind of behavior can be easily found in our day to day life. The point is, girls tend to exhibit a completely different behavior while in their comfort zone (or with close friends).
• Girls are more talkative in nature than guys. It is therefore, necessary for girls to have a patient audience while they go on and on and on.

Random Facts about Girls
Few of the random facts about girls presented below help should to know about them in a better manner. Presenting information in the form of true facts about girls should call for some argument as it very difficult to generalize any behavioral trait found in girls. However, for the time being, let us have a look at the following facts.

• It impresses girls if somebody asks for an advice.
• No matter how quiet girls appear to be, there many things going on their mind.
• It is easy to lie to girls. However, there is every possibility of getting caught no matter how well-crafted and veiled the lie is is.
• Girls love if their guy holds hands and displays affection in front of others.
• Even if a girl is in a relationship, she likes to be chased by other guys.
• Sarcasm is often used by girls to show their affection and love.

The interesting facts about girls mentioned above just give a rough idea about their nature. Although, some of these are true facts about girls, it is difficult to get a clear and perfect reflection of a girls mind through the information illustrated above.

source: here

*87 Things Girls should really know [for girls only]*

1. They're not as perverted as you think we are. 
2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER. 
3. They'd like you to give them hugs and kisses sometimes too. 
4. Don't argue with them when they call you beautiful. 
5. Don't treat them like crap, what goes around comes around. 
6. They know you're pretty, that's one of the reason's they're going out with you. 
7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares them. 
8. If you have cramps and they ask you what's wrong, just tell them it's that time of the month and nothing more.  
9. If you really liked them for them, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool. 
10. NEVER ask them if you can put makeup on them. It's just wrong............ 
11. Don't make bets about guys, because one of your friends will tell them, if you don't. 
12. When they tell you that you're not fat, believe them. 
13. They absolutely do not care about the Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, 98 Degrees, or what any other guy looks like for that matter. 
14. Just cause you think you're always right, doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize when you do something "wrong." Guys would appreciate that. 
15. You expect guys to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be nice if you did the same every once in a while. Guys like to know that you love them. 
16. They can't always be spontaneous, so try to help them make the plans sometimes. 
17. Don't ask guys to beat up another guy for you, cause you might get what you wish for. 
18. Never kick them in the nuts "just to see what we would say". That's just mean. 
19. Never pretend like you are going to break up with them and laugh when they believe you. ...sorryyy..
20. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship. 
21. PMS is not an excuse. 
22. Don't tell guys how cute your ex-boyfriend was. That doesn't turn them on. 
23. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's just wrong. 
24. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep they always think about the girl they truly care about. 
25. Guys are more emotional then you think if they loved you at one point it takes them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and he probably still loves you. If he had one wish if would be for you to come back into his life because it hurts every second that he aren’t with you. 
26. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 
27. Giving a guy a hanging messa​ge like "You know what uh...never mind....." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking and he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. 
28. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him; not give advice. 
29. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. 
30. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot. 
31. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with you. 
32. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. 
33. A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day. 
34. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it. 
35. NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them. 
36. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to talk to you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. 
37. Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 5 guys..you're a HOE) 
38. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. 
39. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. 
40. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 
41. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 
42. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 
43. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 
44. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend. 
45. Guys get jealous easily. 
46. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 
47. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. 
48. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway. 
49. Girls are guys' weaknesses. 
50. Guys are very open about themselves 
51. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long. 
52. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend. 
53. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. 
54. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships. 
55. Guys will brag about anything. 
56. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant. 
57. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused. 
58. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships. 
59. Try to be as straightforward as possible. 
60. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up. 
61. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl. 
62. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key. 
63. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience. 
64. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped. 
65. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside. 
66. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that. 
67. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me." ...now i know..huhu
68. Guys don't really have final decisions. 
69. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up. 
70. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you. 
71. Guys like femininity not feebleness. 
72. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do. 
73. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. 
74. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily. 
75. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much. 
76. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. 
77. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more. 
78. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them. 
79. Guys don't necessarily like girls who are too skinny. ..ok cancel diet..muahaha
80. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not .... 
81. Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours... 
82. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually 
83. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.. hehehe..*kuar tanduk
84. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...  
85. Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times. 
86. Your best friend, the guy you can go to with anything, is the guy who loves you more than any other ever could. He'd do anything to be with you, and will always love you. When he sees you cry he wishes he could change the stars to make you happy. He would go to the end of the world for you and loves you deeply.......sweeeeetttt

 source: here

bila baca 2-2 fact.. can see how guys n girls are need each other..kan??

jatuh

saya,

letih,
xde energy,
xde semangat,
serabut,
penat,

sbrnrye,
xde la penat kalau otak sy boleh rehat,
tp kenapa tah,
bila lalu RnR, otak sy touchNgo je,
xberenti pun ambik air kat abg ensem kat stesen petronas.

tau,
byk dah buat silap,
nak tarik balik, xbole
nk lari, pun xbole

rasenye,
xtau apa yg sy rasa skrg,
xsuke dr sndr,
nk mintak koma skjp, otak nk rehat.
benci dr sndr,
nk mintak xsdr dr skjp, otak nk tido.
nak nangis, sepuas2nya
xde ruang,
nk ketawa. sepuas2nya
xde sbb,

Owhh....
tbe2... dayung sy jatuh dlm air,
xboleh nak kayuh semula ke darat.

xpe2..
bg sy masa dan ruang,
mungkin tgh lautan masalah ni,
tempat plg tenang,

xpe2..
sy xnk mntak sesiapa utk fhm atau tolong,
sbb, penghujungnya, sy yg kena kayuh guna tgn sendiri utk kembali.
harap2, sampan xbocor sementara sy nk kembali ke darat... (T_T)

nangis tanpa air mata

cet tajuk xleh blaa..

haiiihhh..ni entry merungut..org nak rasa bosan ke ape ke..lantak la.. dah xterkata da nk ckp mcm mana...

satu

rahang makin teruk.. brg mengiring pun xboleh..especially bila tindih seblah kiri..

telinga sejak 2 menjak ni..asik berdengung..*byk timah ke?...rase dah bersih habis habisan da.. harini xthn..pg klinik yg sepatutnye free.. tp sy kan bodoh n lembap sejak akhir2 ni.. so, terbang 60 hengget utk 3 jenis ubat jek..

itupun ubat telinga dpt eardrops..kalau beli kat kedai xsampai 5 ringgit powwwnn..

dua

stress. ni org tua ckp nangis xberlagu.. *eh ade ke??..

alhamdulillah harini dah dpt call tuk conversion..selepas berhempas pulas... org selalu ckp janji melayu xboleh pakai.. sama je la wei..janji cina pun xleh pakai.. ni baru call je pown... tah bila la dpt offer letter nye..haaiihh

batch ktorg di extend kan sampai sebulan stgh.. nak mkn apa dgn elaun ciput tu.. keje bagai nk gila.. dtg keje kedai kat lrt stesen tu xbukak lagi..balik keje kedai tu pun da tutup.. or nk lg gempak sket.. dtg keje matahari xtimbul lg..balik keje matahari dah tenggelam..

fine. sume keje susah.. tp bergaji..kami??

haiihh.. xtau la nak sedih or nk gembira bila dpt call.. sbb contract 6 bulan je.. 6 bulan..

OI!..NAK KAWEN LA!!..*mati la xde kene mengena..

mcm mana ni... serabut... ade org bg positive response.. untung dpt 6 bulan..xyah tgu lama2 tuk status permanent. BUT STILL..KALAU DAPAT..

response -ve...xyah la berharap.. kat sini diorg dah xhire permanent.. renew je la contract..STILL KALAU DAPAT..

sape tau kat saper kitorg boleh refer bnda2 mcm ni.. rasa mcm xfair langsung.. kenapa batch2 sebelum ni xde problem mcm kitorg..kenapa batch sebelum ni boleh dpt contract 1 year..

ktorg belajar deeply on testing.. ktorg OJT lebih dr 5 month.. kitorg nye elaun xpernah masuk on time..

work load sama mcm normal staff..tp langsung xde reward tuk kitorg...

*eh..keluar plak air mata ni.. (T_T)

mungkin ada entry2 bosan sebelum ni.. menganggur xde keje.. mcm seronok je.. tp xsmpi 30% pun dpt peluang mcm tu.. selebihnye workload ade 300% hari2...

kerja teruk..tp tau.. xde kesan pun kat diorg..sbb ibarat.. 'kalau ko nk..terima..xnk blah..'

xde option lain..bukan nk memilih keje yg gempak2.. tp sekurang2nye kalau sy nk tggl kan kerja skrg ni.. perlu la juga kerja yg se level *nak jugak belagak lg kan...

bukan2.. maksudnye.. susah fresh graduate nk dpt peluang as QA especially in banking..ada akk tu ckp la.. so, kalau lepas kan yg ni.. ada ke peluang kat luar?

nak xnk kena sbr... walaupun 6 bulan je.. walaupun they treat us like a cheap labour...tgu nasib.. rasa nye dah lama sbr n fikir ini masa utk belajar...

ira...bukan senang nk senang... sbr ye...

sbr lagiiiii

sy dah jd org yg sgt2 penyabar dah rase nye...

tu la ira..dosa byk..tuhan bg dugaan bsr.. pdn muka!!

semua plan akan berubah.. mmm..ni la dia..kita hanya merancang..tuhan yg menentukan..kan3?...

tenang iraaaa...jgn nangis.. everythings gonna be ok...

*tepuk2 bahu sendiri....

baru lepas call mak...
"da la..jgn sedey2..percaya pd rezeki.. mak tau..awak kecewa..awak penat.. bukan penat bdn je..penat mental sekali.. insyaallah.. ada lagi...jgn pikir byk2..."

*kenapa mak xpenah lahirkan rasa kcewa dia sedangkan sy xpenah bahagiakan dia...... (T_T)


bil la dpt bahagiakan mereka......mmmm