the sixth interview

the sixth interview after 2 years.. means yg fifth adalah 2 years back.

neves sama je..nmpk sgt xcukup confident lg even da kerja setahun lebih.

anyway, alhamdulillah..it went well.. selebihnye kita berserah..
ada 2 session, satu dgn project team, satu dgn hr manager.. pastu smbg kejap dgn hr exec kot..

ira. tlg laa ingt..

1. give me 3 reason why we shud hire you.
2. stdy the company so u know what to ask bila ditanya.. 'anything u wanna ask?'

td ckp2 la jugak sesorg dlm kete.. praktis jwb soalan.. tp mcm biasa..lepas tu blank.

last but not least adalah soalan
'is it possible to buying u?'

ngaaa..ingt brg ke hape nk beli2?..ttbe rase alahaii.... ni la hamba duit namanye.. pergi interview adalah utk menjual diri tgk laku ke tak.. smpi bila la nk jadi kuli ni.. cpt la 5 tahun.. nk pencen...haha

ok. soalan yg di atas jugak adalah membuat hati rasa xsedap.. i'm in comfort zone now.. takutnye nk mengadap perubahan..huu..

Again n again..

Sy penaaatt..rasa nk nangisss.. T_T

Subhanallah
Subhanallah
Subhanallah..

Kuatkn lah ati..tenangkn fkrn ye ira..
Org lain mmg xbole fhm..

'Kenapa keje truk2?' Keje sy xtruk..bkn buat rumah..bkn kena angkat batu..tp keje sy byk..
'Kenapa xbg pd org lain?' Da bg la 2..kalau x lg truk..
'Kenapa xcari keje lain?' Bkn xcari, tp xde rezki, nk cr pun kena fkr consequence lps2 tu..sy xmo jd weeknd wife..kalau bole elak kte elak2 kan la kann..pas2 lps tuka keje masalah selesai ke? Mana2 tmpat pun sama..
'Keje truk2 tp xabis2' sbb byk..fhm tak..bkn stkt execute, manage knowldge sharing, hr2 ada je yg baru..
'Kenapa merungut kat fb kalau da bole pkr' sbb sy manusia biasa..suke perhatian..lps update nti ada org like..lalala
'Kenapa ikut je ckp bos?' Dah tu? Gle nk lwn..even mcm kena buli..tp keje2 yg remeh tu la sharpen our skill..as long bos xmarah maki..ok la. I made her life easy she made my life easier..kalau x sape nk bekap sy tlg jwpkn psl def leakage yg exteammate buat?

Apa2 pun jwpn..mgkin tu semua akan dianggap alasan..tp sbnrnye sdg mencari perkara2 yg positive dlm perkara2 negative utk kekuatan dr sndr..
Mgkin sbb 2..xckup rest tp msih sihat.. Kalau mc tu pun sbnrnye xde la truk sgt..alhamdulillah..
Mencari kekuatan ble tgk ada org mampu brtahan smpi almost 5 tahun..kenapa sy tidak?

Jd..by eod, duduk dlm tren otw nk blik rumah..dgn rasa sgt penat smpi nk nangis..otak akan trus menghasil cas2 positive supaya xgive up..

Ira boleh! Yeay!

Wedding stuff..byk jugak lg sbnrnye.. Ble ada org kept pushing..lg rase nk nangis..lg2 ble only me can do the things..semua bnda pending on me. Fuhh..keje ofis pending on sheera, keje wedding pending on ira..kalau la nama2 ni utk 2 org..kan sng.. Kck ati kot ble org anggap kte buat keje main2..tp sbnrnye kte cuma harap space for ourself..I dun hv any!

Sbr ye ira..insyaallah ada ganjarannye.. Abaikan aje dong ckp2 org..bkn diorg pun yg akan buat kte brjaya..aminn..


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Teaser solemnization dress.

Alhamdulillah.. Mmg bj mcm ni yg di idamkn..tp mase beli kain n antar kat tailor 2..mcm pasrah sbb dgn bajet yg ciput..redha je la kn.
Tgk bj2 dlm pesona pengantin. Rase menyesal xbeli da siap je..lg sng..
Tp sape sangka.. Come out nye sama dgn apa yg dharapkan.
Cuma..bdn gemok! Haih..
Anyway, bg teaser sket!

Put the Glass Down, When you leave office today.

... Study this small story.Hope that makes a BIG change in YOU.
A Professor began his class by holding up
a glass with some water in it.
He held it up for all to see & asked the students
“How much do you think this glass weighs?”
'50g!' ....
'100g!' ..... '125g'
..the students answered.
“I really don't know unless I weigh it,”
said the professor,
“but, my question is:
What would happen if I held it up like this
for a few minutes?”
'Nothing' …..the students said.
'Ok what would happen if I held it up like this for an hour?' the professor asked.
'Your arm would begin to ache' said one of the student.
“You're right, now what would happen
if I held it for a day?”
“Your arm could go numb, you might have severe muscle stress & paralysis &
have to go to hospital for sure!”
… ventured another student
& all the students laughed …
“Very good, But during all this,
did the weight of the glass change?”
asked the professor.
‘No’…. Was the answer.
“Then what caused the arm ache &
the muscle stress?”
The students were puzzled.
“What should I do now to come out of pain?”
asked professor again.
‘Put the glass down!’ said one of the students.
“Exactly!” said the professor.
Life's problems are something like this.
Hold it for a few minutes in your head &
they seem OK.
Think of them for a long time &
they begin to ache.
Hold it even longer &
they begin to paralyze you.
You will not be able to do anything.
It's important to think of the challenges or problems in your life,
but EVEN MORE IMPORTANT is to
‘PUT THEM DOWN’
at the end of every day before
You go to sleep.
That way, you are not stressed,
you wake up every day fresh &
strong & can handle any issue,
any challenge that comes your way!
So, When you leave office today,
Remember my friend to …
'PUT THE GLASS DOWN TODAY!

37 days to go

dupdup dupdap dapdap dupdup....

neves weyh..sape xneves nk kawen kan..mcm2 fikir..mcm2 risau..
tp dgn byknye kerja..hectic nye hari2 kat ofis..jd lupa psl ni..

alhamdulillah..

catering - done
khemah - done
mak andam pelamin etc - done
baju reception - fitting early march
baju solemnization - to collect on 18 feb
doorgift bag - done
invitation card - ETC: this week 50pcs da pass kat mak since this week dia nk g jemputan..so bole bg by hand.
erk...bila kad jemputan dah edar..lg rase mcm mmmmmm....
DJ - done
Kompang - done
Photographer & Videographer - done
Bilik pengantin - done, tggl tgu brg smpi lepas cat rumah siap. mid feb kot.

xsabar nak cuti panjang.. walaupun cuti tu nnti still ada task nk kena buat..ttp rasa xsbr nk tggl kan ofis..huhu..
penat.penat.penat.

from yest onwards..kena pindah duduk Crystal Plaza, nasib baik bau kat situ da xmcm dulu.. tp bosan.. stress2 xde tempat nk jln2.. rindu cubic LYL..=(
duduk ngadap bosses plak tu.. all the users, PM, the big2 head one kat situ.
around tgh hari..dgr jugak one of the bos sebut my surname..tah hape la diorg discuss dlm call..*cuak..T_T*
semlm dgr satu bos tu call..8PM *yeah i'm still in office at this time*
'why this still not fix yet?..why taking so long?' i want to close this by today'
agak2..org yg kat seblah sana tu tdo x mlm semlm?..

kenapa duk CP?..sbb senang diorg nak suh buat sanity tuk war item...order mcm order goreng pisang.
'sheera, sanity on defect XX pls' - after 5min - 'sheera..done? later sanity on defect XXX'
baik punye order.. after 6PM only i can proceed on my execution.
YES, bukan buat testing je..support, information counter, call center, runner, chaser..

xtau nk ckp stress ke x.. 1st day facing big heads..masuk je dlm kereta hujan selebat2nye.. xtau sbb ape.. kena marah tak.. alhamdulillah my mgr xde marah2..terkejut kot semua kena cepat2..

esok da tuka 36, sabtu ahad isnn selasa keje, da tggl 32..cuak x? cuak x?

lalalalalalalalalala