baby checklist I

helo people!!..

assalamualaikum..

kali ni xde idea nk buat entry ape.. so let see my overall baby checklist.. =)

tinggal nak beli feeding bottle n storage bottle.. yang lain2 tu postnatal la.. 

baju baby xbyk sgt.. menahan diri untuk xterlalu memborong baju baby..huhu..

baby pakai baju sekejap je.. so da abis pantang nnti baru kita jln2 cari baju baby lg..pilih sendiri eh.. keke..

sama..remaining are target for postnatal.. bankrupt la mommy nk prepare semuanya skrg..huhu

instead of mosquito net or kelambu.. yg skrg ada jual dgn stand tu.. mr.k terpikat dgn crib net.. xde la serabut sgt kalau pki crib net ni kot.. 

bath tub baby beli kat kg nnti kot.. eh tp lepas bersalin nnti myb akan stay kl until baby free from jaundice.. as per plan la..insyaallah.. so nk kena jugak beli bathtub kan..

daddy! ooo daddy!.. masuk buku budget bulan ni eh?.. keke

rasa syg pulak nk basuh baju baby guna detergen biasa.. ape eh detergen for baby yg elok?

tgk kat OBW sampai 40 riggit..huhu

lagi mhl dr detergen mommy ngn daddy..tsk tsk

travelling stuff semua pun postnatal.. semoga ada rezeki bonus nnti..aminnnn..

tanamera. xorder2 lg.. bulan ni budget terlari kat kereta.. T_T

almost 700 tukar tyr kereta n benda2 lain.. so xpe la.. semoga ada rezeki bulan depan..hee

semua brg baby beli sikit2.. start 4 bulan haritu.. bersyukur sgt dah beli sikit2 even aritu rasa mcm poyo2 beli awal2.. sbb skrg seriusly da xlarat nk jln byk.. jln berenti..jln berenti.. mcm nk tercabut pinggang..huhu.. 

financial planning pun penting..kalau semua bnda nk beli serentak..mati la..

mr.k ada ckp.. 'beli je la lebih..bulan dpn xyah beli lg..'

tau pempuan ni jwb apa? 'kalau semua shopping arini..nnti bulan dpn xdpt shopping da.. xbest la..' keke

kalau dah nama perempuan kan.. shopping is the best therapy kott..n kalau bulan dpn xbeli bnda tu sbb da ada stock..msti ada bnda lain jugak nk beli.. pusing2 situ jugak..huhu..

alhamdulillah.. lega tengok checklist.. sbb kalau tgk brg mcm rasa mcm2 je xbeli lg..hehe..

beg hospital pun da 70% prepared.. in case baby nak keluar awal kan.. tgl baju2 n kain2 je yg xmsuk lg sbb belum basuh.. 

diam xdiam.. lg 3 hari je tahun 2012.. lepas tu dah masuk januari.. 

tahun baru.. azam baru xde pun dlm kepala ni da.. yg ada duk counting hari bersalin..huhu.. bila ada rasa sakit perut je cuak.. seems like contraction da start nk menunjukkan belang.. seminggu ada la 2-3 kali terasa..tp minor la..minor yg cukup buat hati debar2..hehe

anyone yg nak download baby checklist ni bole click this link.

dpt dr blog kina.. suka tgk blogger ni..from wedding stuff smpi baby's stuff.. teratur je semua..

so nk tgk total budget berapa?..hehe

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org lain mungkin lg byk..or ada org mungkin lg sikit.. dia xdiam.. sikit2 ni la yg kami berdua mampu.. so bride to be out there.. be prepared..haha.. myb bole masukkan budget ni dlm budget hantaran kawin jugak.. why not kan? senang da ada duit simpan...

*update blog smbil tgk adam hawa...aisshh teringt kat mr.k yg jauh kat ofis.. cepat balik ye daddy..hehe

last week

Last week..we went here..

buat apa?..main golf..keke..

well actually ada programme.. something like antenatal class..

bila citer ngn ofismate suma ckp.. 'wuaa..nak eh ur hubby pegi'

owh.. lelaki xminat ek?..hehe..luckily mr.k ok je..

pagi tu kitorg mcm da lmbt..lepas subuh tdo balik.. weekend uols...hehe.. so sempat drive thru mcD je.. kena mkn something jugak.. skali bila smpi tgk first programme lunch..haha.. apa lg..mmg sapu je la.. dpt pulak dessert pudding roti..mmg pucuk dicita ulam mendtg lah. *betul ke?

tempat parking jauh dr lobby.. turun2 je dr tmpat parking diorg offer naik buggy.. mmg diorg standby je rupanye.. ye la..da sah2 programme tuk pregnant mommy kan..

well, the programme was better la than nothing.. the most best talk is 'pregnancy: normal or caeserian' and 'breastfeeding'

lain2 is about nutrition during pregnancy which i'm supposed to listen few months back..not now.. mcm da terlambat nk jaga2 mkn..huhu..then bout cryocord since they are the main sponsor for the event..of course la session plg pnjg..plg bosan..n plg mengantuk..hehe..

what is cyrocord?.. just an overview la ea..

it is Stem cell bank.. stem cell adalah sel yg continuosly divided to support human needs. generally stem cell ni bole jd mcm klon kita.. let say, hati kita rosak masa da tua.. diorg akan guna stem cell ni utk build balik hati tu..or kornea kita rosak..same. diorg akan guna stem cell utk build semula kornea tu..n stem cell can cure most of blood disease..leukimia ke..anemia ke..

where did they get the stem cell and why they approached us the mommy to be?

one of the source adalah dr tali pusat.. the good is.. if we proceed with the stem cell banking process ni.. bukan mommy je yg bole guna..but the whole family bole guna.. tp ada terbc.. bole guna sekali je.. so kalau ada 3 anak.. 2 ada blood disease.. at least kena bukak 2 acc stem cell.. *read further if u need confirmation k..
anyway, stem cell ni kira mcm bio-insurance la.. bila korek2 info bc kat forum of course there are pros n cons.. if u have more money why not la kan.. yearly fees dlm 250~300.. diorg pun ada package2 which byr skali like 2k~4k for 20 years..

kitorg xpg approached pun team ni.. n bila diorg approached kitorg lari.. haha.. sbb takut kena paksa2 mcm linguaphone punya salesman.. n takut hati mr.k cair bila kena pujuk2.. better cr extra info online dulu.. gather at least basic knowledge bout this.baru bole duduk dgr diorg cerita..

sbb kat malaysia ni baru ada 4-5 companies..since the cost is high, all the companies tgh fight utk cari customer.. so bygkan la ayat2 manis diorg.. to mommy to be yg interested.. pls buat research dulu ye.. n kalau bole jgn dgr offer dr 1 company je.. read terms n conditions betul2..

then, dpt la mcm2 doogift.. but i love the most is this book!

serius..bler ckp psl breastfeeding.. mula2 ingt sepjg 2 bulan pantang tu.. nk bg baby direct bf je..insyaallah.. memandangkan xkerja kan.. rupanye.. xbole assumed mcm tu..2weeks after delivery sepatutnya da start pump and buat stock..after 4weeks plak da bole practice baby minum dr botol n direct, dlm buku ni pun ada time table bila nk bg baby botol or direct..
this book is highly recommended.. harga baru 10 ringgit..
anyone interested bole la check on this web. SusuIbu.com

semoga sy berjaya bf smpi baby umur setahun++..amin...

last week jugak dpt mcm2 mknn..rezeki2..alhamdulillah.. rombongan cik kiah yg pg wedding kat srwk aritu xlupa kat org yg tinggal ni.. dpt kek lapis!..hehe.. sedaapp..n da abis pun.. then dpt biskut n coklat sempena krismas.. now scope no more happy friday.. :( since da tuka new bos.. xde da happy friday event or mystery gift pagi2..

dpt jugak tiket free The Hobbit. rezeki jugak ada ofismate yg baik hati tolong q kan.. ramai sgt q sbb sempena krismas diorg bg 2 ticket per staff.. kalau x satu staff leh dpt satu je..

another thing on last week, ada org yg xsbr jugak...huu.. mggu ni nenek to b dtg mesti kena kutuk kaw2 ni.. ada ke pg2 kejut mr.k suh psg katil.. xsbr nak setup bilik baby!..

sndr bongkar kotak..mr.k bgn2 tgk semua rangka da terkeluar.. mmg leh nk ckp apa la kan.. mengalah je la dia psg..keke..

few things lg utk bilik baby belum beli.. 

- curtain

- closet

- air cooler

berkira2 nk beli air cooler or portable aircond.. ada yg ckp air cooler tu xthn lama n xsejuk kalau xletak air.. tp ada yg thn smpi 2 years..ok la kot..bole la kumpul2 duit nk psg aircond dlm bilik tu and by the time baby pun da bsr..

semoga ada rezeki utk baby insyaallah..

maybe awal2 baby xtdo pun kat bilik ni.. cot ni kena bwk bilik master.. tp tgk la.. myb mommy yg pindah tdo ngn baby.. tp daddy da sound dia nk follow jugak even kena tdo kat bwh.. =P

wuaahh..pnjg kot entry ni..hehe

close ur eyes.plug ur ears.

*sshhhuhh..shuhhhh..shuuuuhhh*

halau labah2..keke

mmm..

where shud i start?..

bismillah...

baby da semakin aktif.. gerak sana sini.. smpi dgn bdn2 mmy pun bergerak.. 

mr.k: berapa eh harga mesin ultrasound tu?

lol... aritu nmpk kwn post kat fb.. 'kalo ultrasound tu murah..sah suh hubby beli..bole tgk baby hari2'

true!.. rasa mcm nk scan hari2 tgk what he's doing actually..

lg la bila perut berombak2..curious betul nk tau ape sbnrnye baby buat..

nk ckp hiccup..rythm kdg2 xsama.. nk ckp tendang.. ada yg rasa tendangan..kdg2 xrasa tu mcm tendangan..keke

pergerakan mmy da mula terbatas..jln lama sikit sakit pinggang.. sakit blkg.. kaki xsakit sgt.. duduk lama2 plak sakit bhgn bwh perut.. mcm sakit sembelit..huhu...

yg plg nikmat dpt baring. fewhh.. ltk je kepala kat bantal terus hanyut..

bgn pagi tgk kaki da berstokin..heeee...

last checkup aritu berat baby dah sekilo.. waahh.. ce ambik sekilo beras ikat kat perut bwk jln2.. hehe.. xde la berat mana pun.. tp semput la gak kan.. kalau mengaji lps solat mesti tercungap2.. kalau ckp byk2 pun tercungap2.. *da la kuat membebel*

semoga baby sihat n cukup segala sepjg dlm perut.. sbnrnye, my food consume lgsg xterjaga.. ada hari2 yg mknnye teratur.. ada nasi.. ada hari2 yg roti je.. at this phase sepatutnye jd org yg kuat mkn dah.. tp ntah la..

bukan sbb memilih..kalau ltk mcm2 mknn dpn mata mmg mkn je.. masalahnye xde semua tu.. kat ofis xde pun stok mknn utk kunyah2.. xtau nk beli ape.. kat rumah slalu mr.k ingtkan beli buah.. 

mengidam lg la xde.. tp tp tp.. nk eskrem hari2..hehe.. dapnyeeee...

mkn eskrem bukan je sdp.. rasa released lg.. rasa sejukkk je.. rasa hilang penat..

dealing with the hectic project during w-day preparation already test me up.. dealing with the same project again during pregnancy only Allah knows how hard it is..

alhamdulillah dikurniakan teammate yg dedicated.. rasa sejuk bila ada org tlg tanpa perlu bgtau.. 

mcm tlg mak kat rumah.. ada yg yes. jaga adik.. tp tgk je..kalau mak xckp suapkan adik mkn.. kita pun buat xtau..as long as adik tu duduk dia xjatuh..kita pun tgk je.. tp ada yg jaga..make sure the clothes on.. suap adik mkn..tidurkan.. susah nk cr org mcm ni.. org yg tau ape tgjwb..

lg la kalau deal dgn org yg da nk meninggalkan project.. keje will be sambil lewa coz dia tau it already useless to show off all the commitments.

as usual..bila bos xde hari2 nangis.. the same thing happen last year.. bos xnangis ke eh buat keje dia?.. huu..

semoga sy kuat dan tabah.. kena kuat. for the sake of baby.. jgn dgr bisikan-bisikan jahat yg lg rosakkan hati tu ye ira.. 

btw, today is the happiest day for my bff.. she's now sumone's wife!.. alhamdulillah..
sgt2 happy for her..tp xbole nk express kan sbb..seronok sorg2 kat rumah.. mengharapkan the other frens yg pergi upload gamba kat fb..or maybe tgk gamba pengantin upload later..huhu..

sedih.pilu..tuhan je tau mcm mana cemburu nye rasa xdpt ada kat sana with them.. tp apa bole buat.. redha will be the best thing for me.. no if or only if since evrythg happen for a reason.. be good ira.. be good..

this is the hardest part for me.. berjuang menentang perasaan yg mcm2.. works.life.frens.my physical change..insyaallah u'll be ok ira..mmy is too sensitive now.. why mmy whyy??..hehe

be good.be strong.u know u good at it.. chill~

wslm

baby's stuff I

as promised..

mommy to be n nenek to be dpt jugak pergi baby fair..lepas mommy to be gigih stay sampai pukul 3 pagi utk clear things up and handover task..tu pun smbg lg hari isnin..

alhamdulillah...sebelum pg baby fair tu pegi check up dulu dkt klinik.. kebetulan mmg hari sepatutnye check up and scan.. alhamdulillah baby membesar as its supposed to be and show mommy n nenek2be what color we shud pick for the stuff..hehe.. haa..tau takut mommy beli baju pelik2 kann.. keke..

so mmg pegi baby fair aritu target nk beli bedding set, binders n baju2 comel kalau berkenan.. nasib baik bwk nenek2be.. kalau nk harapkan mommy je mmg berapa laa habis aritu..huhu.. semua rasa xcukup.. 

sbb xsyiok sgt kat baby fair.. still ada stuff yg mmg memerlukan khidmat nenek2be.. kitorg shoot pg sogo pulak.. aman sungguh shopping weekdays.. sogo xsesak..bole pilih brg dgn tenang..

so here goes the 1st batch..

bedding set (fitted sheet+bumper+comforter+pillow+bolsters).. being 'ira'.. semua brg msti 2.. so extra fitted sheet, pillow+bolsters case. nenek2be suruh grab latex dimple pillow.. nmpk mcm ok.tp pricey la sikit... dimple pillow baru RM9.90..

total lost for this je almost RM300..huhu

lain.. 5 helai binder.. 3 blanket yg bila nenek2be check bole jadi swaddle jugak.. so xyah membazir beli swaddle yg cute2 tp mhl tu.. kalau ikutkan nk ambik binder tu byk..sbb nak pakai hari2... tp nenek2be ckp..zaman skrg bukan mcm dulu..skrg pki pampers..mana ada kes bocor2 lg.. kalau dulu2 skali tuka lampin skali tu gak la kena tuka binder.. 

rompers set.. tersilap beli.. terbeli set yg ada socks n lepas tu terbeli set socks for 7 days.. byk la stokin baby..ada 12 helai..huhu..

since kat baby fair xbyk baju yg best.. so baju2 kita tangkap dekat sogo.. tshirt lubang2 adalah wajib.. n mitten.. da nak terambik mitten yg cute2.. tp sekaali lg nenek2be menyelamatkan keadaan.. ambik yg lubang2 supaya baby xrimas.xcute..putih je..tp thats the best for baby..cuma mcm sikit la plak.. ambik 3 psg je.. xpe la.. in case xcukup.. later bole tambah lg..

total lost kat sini pun around RM200++

tu diaa..baru 1st batch.. tp rasanye da xde ape sgt nk cari.. nk tambah long sleeve je.. sbb tgk balik baru ada 3 psg.. 5 psg better kot..

of course being mommy2be ada rasa excited nk beli semua bnda.. sbb tu la sanggup tgu nenek2be dtg utk control everything n keep remind myself.. all this stuff is for 2-3months.. lepas tu baby da besar.. da xmuat.. beli byk2 nnti xterpakai..

next month target utk beli brg2 kering lg.. towels, botol susu n etc.. lps tnye mate yg dah officially a mommy.. botol susu satu je da cukup.. sbb for sure dlm pantang fully breastfeed..insyaallah.. n in case baby xsesuai dgt teat tu nnti.. da beli byk2 nk buat ape kan?

*berkira gila mommy ni kan?* keke..

Target utk beli brg2 bsh mcm wipes, pampers, toiletries dah january nnti.. baru la fresh sikit brg tu.. 

alhamdulillah.. da xberapa nk messy sgt utk baby's stuff ni.. da nmpk sket 'to buy list'.. kena byk bertanya.. kalau x mmg blur gila2..huhu..

brg2 ni semua da simpan masuk kotak.. tp kalau bole hari2 nk pegang..huu.. sbr ye..sbr sbr..
baby's kicking da makin kerap n kuat.. perut bergerak ke kiri ke kanan..
mr.k everytime rasa or ternampak msti buat muka.. 'haaaa' ..dgn mata bulat..keke

bila nk tdo mlm lg kerap bertendang or bergerak.. kdg2 rasa uneasy jugak..tp nnti bila da keluar mesti rindu rasa ni kan.. 'blup blup..blup blup..'..hehe

marriage life & dilema mommy to be..kui2

betul ckp kak.peej.. 

'kadang rasa dah lama kawin. macam eh baru 6 bulan.

kadang rasa macam, eh kejap je dah 6 bulan kawin, rasa macam baru je.'

hari2..msti belajar something..mesti muhasabah diri..mesti doa supaya terus je kekal bahagia..

kdg terbc jugak blog2 yg they share all the happiness..husband n wife lak tu.. 2-2 update blog how they love each other.. ayat jiwang gila.. bila da bc tu terfikir la jugak..

eh kenapa sy xbole nk express kan rasa bahagia cinta mcm diorg bole tulis kat blog ni?.. adakah cinta kami sudah hambar?..gituuhh..*lempang nk ira?*

tp fikir2 balik.. all the sweets things happens everyday..until i dunno which one tu mentioned here..n sbnrnye perlu ke nk jiwang2 kat public waimah da kawin pun?.. well, semua org ada cr tersendiri.. biar la..biar.. seronok jugak bc..at least ada idea2 menarik yg bole tiru apa nk buat kat psgn..kan2?

memandangkan mr.k selalu jd rujukan kwn2..mungkin sbb sifat dia yg xbyk ckp and bole dikatakan matured and he's reaaallly good at controlling emotion..setiap decision yg dia buat xde bias.. mungkin sbb tu la selalu jd insan terpilih..kott..hehe

so based pengalaman2 org ni kitorg akan analyze what should and shouldnt..harap2 andainye suatu hari nanti kami diuji dgn dugaan yg sama.. kami tau ape yg perlu buat.. kan2? =)

ada satu nasihat from him buat rasa mcm tersentuh sgt..*cewahh..sbnrnye kalau ckp ni kang lebih mcm puji dr sndri..tpppp..digest la sendiri..hehe

he told his fren yg ada satu mlm tu sebelum tido i have asked for forgiveness.. suddenly, he felt so touched and semua segala mcm2 rasa hilang.. hilang mcm tu je.. yg ada rasa kasih yg xtau nk ckp mcm mana..n he felt so lucky to have me as a wife..so mungkin kwn dia tu bole guna kan approach yg sama.. mungkin bukan suruh wife dia yg say sory.. tp dia yg say sory.. xsalah pun kalau nk beralah utk pulihkan keadaan kan..

me?..bila dgr mr.k citer balik msti la rasa bangga.. kekekeke..*gedik. tp xsedar pun sbnrnye masa bila buat bnda tu.. *nmpk sgt xamalkan hari2 kan?..haha..

tp...mmg rasa nye xnk buat hari2..sbb?.. kita ni manusia..bila sesuatu terlalu kerap kita akan jadi lali smpi kesannye kita da xsedar pun.. betul x?

tp kalau bnda tu jarang2 berlaku.. bila berlaku msti rasa touched lain sikit..kan2?.. tp...*brape byk tp tah..*

insyaallah.. i will try not to forget to ask for forgiveness and say thank you..insyaallah..

ok..tukar topik..last week we went to ikea..

lps da timbang tara n calculate mcm2.. we decided to buy the baby cot & mattress..awal kan?

huhu.. memandangkan mommy & daddy to be mempunyai masalah utk control pengaliran duit secara bernas.. jd kitorg rasa jln yg terbaik.. kita beli je terus sebelum duit itu dialirkan ke tempat lain..hik3..

kenapa ikea?.. sbb both of us bukan jenis kaki rayau..mr.k la actually..kalau ikut kaki sendiri ni semua furniture store nak masuk..nk pg.. even dekat puchong pun.. tp since we have that limitation.. dpt survey2 online je.. ada je offer online the baby cot set cost only RM800 complete. 

tp bila timbang tara.. and some advice from the bos.. she told me that ada things that actually useless.. no need to waste ur money to buy all the complete things but its actually not the necessity..hehe

but then, why i think baby cot is necessity?..

sooner or later with need this stuff.. seriously.. xkan umur baby smpi setahun still nk tdo with the mommy and daddy kan.. so xpe la..

*org ckp dgn anak jgn berkira sgt.. tp kena kira2 oi.. kang xterkira kang*

so we bought baby cot, mattress & mattress protector with the cost, RM578..

dah survey2.. fitted sheet for baby, bantal and comforter..the cost around RM180+.. harap2 masa baby fair nnti lg murah la.. kalau around 100++ jugak..mungkin kaedah lain akan difikirkan.. 

beli cotton yg best that may be cost me around 10rggt per mtr.. jahit sendiri.. bukan besar pun baby cot tu..

selimut baby xpyh pki comforter just cari selimut tebal je since our room has aircond. kan2?

the daddy to be said: 'bile dia bsr tunjuk gambar ni..n say, ni masa bdn daddy tgh gemuk..cari katil n tilam for u..'

the mommy to be speechless and reply balik.. 'mcm mana kalau baby ckp.. abis tu daddy skrg ape mommy?' *means still gemuk or lg gemuk*

daddy to be terus merajuk n berlalu pergi..kekekekekeke

the first outfit for baby yg terbeli.. since xtau lg gender..xde mood nak cr baju.. ada tp nk capai pink and dresses je..haha..kang kalau yg keluar boboy.. parah plak nk cr bj lain..yg terbeli ni pun sbb geram dgn bubble gum colour..hehe

thats last week..next week this mak buyung nk pergi bercuti sekejap.. can't wait!! weee.. sekejap pun jadi la..since both of us xpernah lg pergi bercuti berdua.. xde rezeki lg nk honeymoon jauh2.. so before i get the real handbag yg kena bwk je ke mana2.. mr.husband willing to reward his wife with a trip to cameron highland..hehehe..

the next-next week.. da raya haji.. rasa mcm nk berbarbecue ramai2..insyaallah..

the next-next-next week is dilemma week..huhu..semua sbb baby expo.. punya la menahan diri xnak beli brg baby sbb nk beli kat baby expo smpi xsedar its actually clash with cousin's wedding.. T_T

kenapa dilemma cos i need the nenek to be to teman shopping.. of cos la xtau n blur nk beli ape.. brape helai baju.. baju ape.. waaaaaaa....

baby expo start 2-4nov. 11-9PM

2hb kerja.. kalau nk pg lepas office hour xtau la sempat ke x dgn nk redah jammed. kalau smpi sana dah pukul 8 pun nak cari apa je.. nk pg hari sabtu.. nenek to be mesti la xbole.. bila pulak diorg nk gerak balik perak.. hari ahad lg la xbole..

cane ni? cane ni?

thats the only baby expo yg ada lak tu.. ada lagi satu nnti end of nov..but that one more to children.. frust nye..huu...

kalau ikutkan hati mmg EL je la ari jumaat tu.. tp tah la..nnti timmet tgl sorg..

see our calendar.. rasa kejam x nk biar timmet sorg2..huhu.. harap that week nothing much la kan.. kalau line clear dpt la EL..kalau x..tah la..huhu

the next-next-next-next week (10,11 nov)..my bestfren wed pulak.. 

full sudah jadual.. i have told u my future activities..so please expect no updates until i'm available.. ceewaahh.. bajet org bukak blog ni hari2 la???

bye.

update 200 days

waaaaaahhhh..lamanye xupdate..huhu

kdg2 teringt jugak..owh nk berblogging la.. tp bila bukak ape nk tulis semua gone.. hehe

life as usual dimana bdn skrg cepat betul letih.. pukul 10mlm kalau da brg smpi 5 minit da mimpi.. tp syg xlama.. sbb lps tu akan terjaga byk2 kali lyn batuk...

start 3 months pregnancy, dah start tidur duduk.. bila citer kat bos..dia ckp..

'waahh.. so early u cannot sleep at night..nnti da 8-9mths pun u xbole tdo..after ada baby lg xbole tdo...'

ok. set mind ira. set mind. ur sleepless nite start now! keke

sbnrnye rasa lain.. rasa rindu.. rasa rindu dgn bdn yg cergas dulu.. rasa rindu nk melompat2..lari2..gumpal2 dgn mr.k..tp bukan bole slh sikit skrg.. terus la sakit.. 

2mggu lepas raya aritu buat potluck dgn geng2 as-shams.. sbb pg2 da msk..mengemas... n then, tau la me.. mana bole duduk diam..lg2 kalau ada org kat rumah.. so kejap2 tawaf dapur.. bila semua org da balik.. smbg mengemas.. skali bgn esok pg nye xbole jln..huhu..

kaki sakit yg teramat2 sakit.... only then i know my bdn not that strong anymore..

after asarkat ofis... terus rasa bdn seram sejuk nk dmm.. xbole nk angkat pun kepala.. tp nk buat mcm mana kan..

semoga semuanya xlama..insyaallah.. kata2 smgt dr mommy2 lain..semua nya buat dr rasa terus tabah.. plus ada org lagi teruk dr ni.. ada org yg sndr..husband jauh..lg la.. skrg2 bila terjaga mlm mr.k bgn bukakkan botol air bg minum.. untung x? so ckp ape?.. alhamdulillah..

dlm masa yg same jugak.. set mind yg setiap org pengalamannye berbeza.. ada kemungkinan bdn ni akan lemah je smpi lepas bersalin.. *harap2 x la kan.. tp kalau betul.. insyaallah.. ira boleh! mommy nurul pesan.. yg plg penting control emosi.. kuatkan yg dlm..yg luar nnti kuat la jugak..kan2?

harini adalah genap 200 hari menjadi isteri..wuaahh!!... well, sbnrnye rasa mcm da lama..skali tgk2 200 hari.. huhu.. alhamdulillah.. tahun ni tahun pertama raya as suami isteri..

raya 2010 - can say officially in relationship, sbb MIL dtg merisik. but belum confirm..hehe

raya 2011 - can say officially booked. da bertunang n MIL dtg raya as bakal besan..

raya 2012 - husband n wife. MIL dtg officially as besan..hehe

insyaallah raya 2013 will be mommy n daddy.. cant wait! heeeeeee

actually, raya aritu xde semangat sgt.. becos of my condition..dgn puasa yg xpenuh..first time xbuat kuih raya.. rasa mcm nk tangguh2 je raya tu.. tp mr.k was there supporting me... bila dia ckp 'ni raya pertama kita' terus rasa bersmgt..dulu ternanti2 nk cium tgn husband pagi raya.. so xkan nk spoiled the first year kan..

siang.. wuaahh..mcm bdn sihat tawaf rumah yg pnjg tu.. angkat bakul la.. jln sana sini.. smpi makcik pun ada tegur 'awak jln byk2..awak tau x rumah ni pnjg..jauh tau depan tu dgn belakang ni..patah balik patah balik.. sama mcm jln kaki pg bandar da..' LOL

skali bila mlm tumbang.. perut sakit langsung xbole gerak..baru tau..amekaw. keke

skjp je..da abis raya pun.. mari la meneruskan kehidupan..mencari rezeki..menambah apa yg kurang zahir dan batin..huhu

lambat pun lambat la..tp nk ckp.. selamat hari raya dr kami.. semoga ramadhan tahun depan lebih baik dr ramadhan tahun ni.. =)

Si comel 2

Pn.isteri yg comel
*bg can perasan jap*

Situasi: lwt mlm dihgway. Lori sgt byk.
W: bang. Nk tau x? Tu sume autobot.
H: *muka senyum bengang tp xleh buat ape sbb tgh fokus driving*

MIL bitau. Nti ikut blik kg.
H: nti u je la ikut mak. I stay umah
W: esk I demam
*senyum bengang lagi*

Tgk fb.
H: nk pujuk je dgn hadiah..nk pujuk je ngn hadiah.. U nk x mcm tu?
W: gila..sape xnk kan...
H: pmpn dgn materialistik mmg xleh dpisahkan..
W: Apa pulak.. Materialistik ni bila dia paksa n ugut nk sesuatu..ni td u tnye nak ke x..bukan mintak..org nk bg xkan nk tolak..
H: yela2..
W: I pernah ke paksa2.. Ooo.. Lupe dulu paksa beli bear besar hadiah graduation.. Nk paksa beli kete besar pulak la.. Hadiah deliver next year..
Aritu bg sijil grad..ni bg sijil beranak..eh?
H:*speechless*
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

si comel

en suami yg comel.. =P

w: bila la nk buka puasa kat ikea ni?
h: buka kat ikea?..mkn perabot?
*tepuk dahi*

w: kita letak anak nama kaseh la.. kalau lelaki kasehan..
h: baik kita letak..simpati.. kalau perempuan simpatilah
*terkena balik*

situasi 2-2 tersandar mls lepas mkn eskrem..
w: tlg basuhkan tgn..smbil hulur tgn..
h: *geleng kepala*..
ttbe dtg bawak air dlm mangkuk..
huhuhu..
*kreatif*

6.45PM..hari puasa yg letih.
w: cucuk2 perut en.suami.. 'eh..lembiknye..bole goyang2*
lepas berbuka..husband dtg dekat bwk perut
h: ce cucuk
w: wuaaaaa...da keras..so maksudnye..kalau perut lembik tu lapa..kalau perut keras..kenyang..
*en.suami sengih dan berlalu pergi*

mommy sensitivity 1

person type A

fren1: sape tau apa maksud 'Inaniloquent'?

fren2: xpenah dgr pun. xtau.

person type B

fren1: sape tau apa maksud 'Inaniloquent'?

fren2: peliknya..xpernah dgr.. *bgn cari kamus / bukak laptop online n gugel*

frne2: ooo..tu maksudnye 'to speak profusely'.. lebih kurang mcm 'exaggerated' la kot..

fren1: oooo.. tq2

what type of person are u?

sy bukan nk mengungkit atau nk merungut.. tp kdg2 give up.. i'm kind of type B person.. as long as i can help.. i have time.. i will try my best.. n selepas setahun as tester n bekerja bersama bos yg mmg sgt2 menguji confident diri.. so i'll make sure its confirm and the bullet not turning back to me.

it was 1 year plus being with her..

'Sheera, why this CC cant make payment?'

'Cannot becos that card got block code'

'what is the block code. why if got block code still display but cannot make txn?'

'the block code description is overlimit. its still display so customer can pay the card'

'r u sure?'

'yup'

'how u so sure?'

'i've check, i've confirmed with business,its BAU n i've talk to cc team'

'ok.. u have the emails n screenshot?'

'yes'

'ok'

its happen everyday..so.. dah terbiasa even for personal stuff.. i will make sure its confirmed. so bila nk confirmed tu.. it takes time n efforts.. bukan petik jari je da confirmed.. somehow ada org yg xreti nk hargai.. yg buat kita rasa menyesal je tlg.. menyesal je put effort n shared.. mungkin dia rasa sy ni membebel je lebih kot..rasa nk resign dr type B..sbb penat.

this kind of people..xtau la.. dia ni reti atau x rasa bersyukur.. keep complaining.. keep arguing.. keep asking why not like this why not like that.. keep trying to make things comfit him/her instead being considered, compromised and flexible... u cant control things in this world unless its robot. itu pun kalau remote control or the fius xbuat hal.. kalau x u still have to fix it.

as a fren, kdg2 risau..*cos i love my fren*.. tp xtau da nk ckp mcm mana.. let it be.. dia lg pandai kan..

ada rasa rajuk tp tah la..

i have done my best.. nk komplen ke.. nk kondem ke..sukati la.. i just pray one fine day u'll know how to appreciate people around u.. u'll know how treat people as human. 

To daddy

Dear daddy,

Thank u so much coz workg so hard for mommy n me. We highly appreciated that.
But daddy, pity for mommy also coz she's kept being lonely n have to bear with the sickness without anyone on her side..even its minor sickness..she want to be pampered by u.. even u've done it well during weekends..she's said that's not enuf..she want more.. mommy so tamak rite?
She always crying n it makes me sad bcos I can't do anything. She knew u workg so hard for us.. But sometime she can't handle it. She misses u so much.. She tried so hard to be positive n thought on the unlucky mother to be. That's makes her feel better cos she know she's very lucky girl. But I dunno why she's so sensitive. i'll try to console her when u r not around.. but pls daddy..

Can u come home daddy?
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

ramadhan pertama as isteri..

bukan xbiasa buka puasa dgn mr.k.. dulu2 pun ada je.. pernah jugak thn perut da lps maghrib pun kedai2 mkn xnak kosong2..

org2 tu xnk bgn agaknye.. so kitorg mkn roti jeeee..

tp tahun ni lain.. xtau nk list kan apa utk sahur..utk berbuka.. nasib baik mr.k mmg sgt sng mknnye..

rasa mcm nk goreng sambal ikan bilis kering byk2.. pastu mlm bgn goreng telur je..aci x?

sbnrnye..mcm2 perasaan ada ramadhan kali ni.. happy mesti..sbb ramadhan pertama as suami isteri.. tp lebih pd risau..

risau sbb skrg da mula xlalu mkn.. nasi putih mmg xnak masuk.. bygkan je pun da rasa mual.. tp.. sy kena mkn..

sy perlu mkn.. kalau x mcm mana nk puasa?

skrg walaupun da mkn tgh hari..tp kalau mkn mlm lmbt..perut mesti dah senak..pedih.. time ni..mkn pun sambil nangis..

batuk.. lepas demam bila tau pregnant.. *demam terkejut agknye*

batuk xhilang2.. bdn jadi cepat sgt letih.. baru jln kaki jauh sikit dah mengah.. 

dkt ofis xbatuk seteruk kat rumah..balik rumah makin menjadi2..sy je tekak nk menggatal lebih dgn en.suami..haiisshh..

skrg.. sbb da xmkn nasi.. mkn roti..buah..apricot.. kurma xjumpa yg menarik lg..tekak nk mkn bnda yg sup2..pedas2...masam2..

ke dapur mmg dah jarangggg sgt.. rase pening duduk kat dapur..bole??

seminggu sekali je msk..huhu.. bertabah la wahai en.suami..

rindu nk ber-ramadhan di shah alam... balik kelas..pergi bazaar..buka dgn roomates.. *rumet skrg sorg je* =P

bazaar yg mcm2 ada.. bersih..huu.. rinduuuu..

xtau la ada masa ke x.. dgn bdn yg ting tong mcm ni.. weekend je la ada peluang nk tunjuk skill masterchef ngn mr.k

*kalau rajin la*

weekend jugak la adik yg sorg tu balik tiap2 minggu..

haishh..rindu..rindu.. rindu shah alam..

nasib baik tahun ni bos bg balik awal.. 4.30 da bole cabut..keke..

mlm ni..nk balik kg..yeay!! mak da tnye nk sahur apa.. rasa xde mood je pk psl mknn..mslhnye kena mkn. isskk..

so sahur pertama..buka pertama.. with husband n family!!..

insyaallah.. semoga selamat perjalanan kami mlm ni..

amin.

salam ramadhan semua~

evening sickness

alhamdulillah...

skrg pg2 active.. xde kena morning sickness lg..tp kena seblah ptg.. after 5pm.. kdg2 smpi maghrib je.. tp mcm mlm td.. tgh solat isyak pun x khusyuk..nasib baik tgl follow pak imam..huhu..

nasib baik jugak pukul 5..so ngam2 pukul 6 terus cabut..

alhamdulillah jugak.. bila bgtau je bos that i'm pregnant.. dia terus bg all management task to my team mate.. now sy hanya buat execution shj..rasa mcm new joiner..hahaha

tp kesian la team mate tu..kena lyn kerenah bos yg nak tu nk ni... kerja dia mmg xsmpat nk buat execution.. ada je request dr puan bos tu..huu

sorry ye team mate..tp sy janji sy tolong..anything ask me..

bos da dpt agak kot yg sy akan selalu mc or el..huhu.. so msti dia xnk mengharap..kang anything happen to me..sape nk buat keje dia...

skrg tekak mmg rasa nk mkn bnda msm2 pedas2 je.. sbb nk ilangkan rasa mual agaknye.. tgk bnda myk2 terus rasa pening..haa.. belum mkn.. baru tgk..huhu

tp.. oppss..pagi semlm termkn maggie.. pg2 da mkn maggie tambah sos..huu.. sory perut..

muntah2 mmg xde..tp rase mual tu ya allah..rasa nk berckp pun xboleh.. i know its normal.. so baik lah.. sy redho shj.. =)

mmg akan byk la kot rungutan kat fb status ke.. twitter ke.. tp tu bukan la rungutan.. saje je nk bitau apa yg tgh di rasa sambil tu nk jd drama queen plus attention seeker.. kui3

mak selalu jugak call.. 'awak rasa sihat ke?.. xde rasa letih2?'

'xde..biasa je..time rasa nk muntah tu je la mcm xbole angkat kepala..serba xkena'

'mak dulu time ngandungkan awak..asik nk tidoo je..'

'awal lg kot..ni baru sebulan..'

'xlah..mak dulu masa awal2 la..'

lepas mak ckp mcm ni... terus rasa nk tdo je..haha.. dan2 je kan..

citer kat nenek..

'alah mak awak tu..xngandung pun mmg dia kuat tdo..'

hahahaha..kantoi la mak niiiii....

seronok bila ada nenek kat rumah aritu.. terubat sket rasa rindu kat kg..huu.. arini nk jumpa mak pulak kat nilai.. yeayy2!

MIL pun ada pesan mcm2 mcm2.. mr.k pg2 da kena bebel.. sbb MIL tnye dia tgh buat apa.. 'br bgn tdo'

'ira?'

'sapu rumah'

'ko biar ira sapu rumah..baru sebulan tu..jgn bg ira buat keje berat2..bla bla bla..'

haaa..lebih kurang mcm tu la agaknye org tu kena bebel...kui3

pdn muka daddy to be..hahahahaha *gelak jht*

tp lepas tu..mr.k la yg mop kan rumah.. basuh balkoni..sidaikan kain.. whoaaaa..

selonok sy goyang kaki snap gambar upload kat fb.. tp mcm mana pun rasa berslh gila bila kerja kita org lain buat.. xbest sungguh perasaan itu..huu

msk?..mmg mls gila.. rasa pening duk kat dapur.. tp kena la jugak.. bila weekend la ada peluang nk ngandungkan mr.k.. kalau weekdays mmg da penat.. 

ok la..nk msk sardin n roti canai.. lapar lapar lapar..

from mommy..

Dear Baby,

mommy wrote this after a day i knew i'm pregnant (Fri,22 June). first of all i'm so sorry if you can feel the 'unhappy' i am..its not that i'm not happy to have u. NO. its just i'm confused..frightened..no confident.. but at the same time i really want to tell the whole world that your daddy going to be a daddy!!

i did the test while in office, actually i have a plan to hide it from ur daddy.. i'm sorry if u can feel the 'unwanted' felt from me.. even i can feel u r here..right inside my tummy, but there's still a hope for the result to be negative.. no. its not that i dont want u.. its like i dunnooo what to doo....

i'm so sorry for contemplating on u.. i am so sorry...

its a relief when one of my fren said

"its exciting to have a baby, but u hv to sacrifice a bit of ur own fun

wtv it is, jz believe its the best decided for both of u.."

well, by thinking of there is still a lots of thing i wanna do.. lots of thing i still owe ur grandmas and grandpas.. there's is still a lots of thing i wanna do for ur uncles and aunties.. there's still lots of thing i wanna do for myself.. for ur daddy.. here goes all the negative minds..

BUT, i wish that u can see how happy, how shock, how excited ur daddy when i told him u r here.. he stop the walk.. he can't see the KFC even its just around us..he's shaking..his hand veryyy cold..he like dunno where to go..he lost his track!.. he speechless. he hold my hand tightly..very tight. he look at me like he wanna kiss me..hug me.. but we are in the middle of shopping complex..hee.. he cant stop his smile until we slept last nite.. 

see how happy ur daddy, i lost all my confused..my miserable.. only thing i felt is i am the happiest woman in the world!.. because i can make ur daddy as the happiest man in the world! i'm sorry that i forgot to record daddy's face.. maybe when u come to the world lets have some video..at least u will be there also. =)

we had sweet talk bout u last nite, since mommy and daddy was soo excited.. i always want to keep my eyes open on ur daddy's face..so that ur eyes..u nose..ur lips will look like him..hehe..they r waayy cuter than mine..but i wish not the hair.. c'mon..spare some for mommy..ok baby?..hehe

insyaallah.. u going to change our world.. u r the symbol of our love...

alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..i know u r the best rezeki from Allah..

i hope u keep well, insyaallah i will try my best to be the best mom for u..


at first, we just relied on the 2 test.. n daddy so takut if the test is only a prank..hehe.. insyaallah..i know u not that noty..hehe.. i cant sleep well last nite cos of the fever.. i felt very hot inside..ur daddy took care of me very well, alhamdulillah.... 


i tot u only 10 days old, but doc had confirmed u should be 1 month old already. i'm sorry i didnt notice it earlier and may be i have done something that could harm you syg.. doc advised me to take only good food for you.. i'll try ok?


i'm not supposed to shared it over here yet, i know its still too early..
but i might need helps & doa from those who read this for u syg..
keep doing well n mommy & daddy will try the best for you..  mmuuaahh!



from mommy,
Saturday, 23 June 2012

Happy Father's Day!

Happy Father's day to Abah sy!

selalu asik cerita psl mak je.. jrg cerita psl abah..huhu.. tp abah sy sbnrnye the BEST dad in the world!

abah adalah org yg sangaaaaat penyabar.. n pendiam.. kena contra dgn mak yg kuat bebel..keke

ada la pkck2 yg kdg2 ckp2 abah tu asik diaamm je.. but that is the good side of abah.

diam2 abah berisi.. he can do anything!..

abah masak laksa lebih sedap dr mak.. bias la kan sbb abah org perak..hehe

abah bole cipta mcm2..innovative stuff.

dulu slalu jd the most creative dlm kelas seni sbb abah tolong..hehe

kdg2 mak selalu hangin sbb kerja yg sepatutnye cepat jd lambat.. contoh latest nk bentukkan dawai utk kelopak bunga stokin..kena guna beberapa jenis size.. so kitorg guna botol ubat la.. botol pencuci muka la..mak mintak tlg abah ptg2 dawai je..tp tlg kejap lepas tu dia pg stor..ambik btg2 paip yg dah xpakai.. sambung2 n ada mcm2 size.. tggl pusing2 utk lilit ikut size..xpyh tuka2 botol..

some people here seems surprised bila sy ckp, my dad yang cut my hair..true!

pernah pg saloon dulu..konon nk buat style lain.. end up balik rumah suh abah ptg.. sebab rasa xbest.. smpi umur 25.. abah masih ptg rambut sy! yeay! en.suami pun senang hati sbb xpyh susah2 nk cari kedai gunting rambut tertutup..n dia sgt lega bila tau mmg sejak kecik..hanya abah yg ptgkan rambut..keke

suara abah sedap. dulu la.. skrg da versi kilauan emas yg xberapa gilap..keke

tp kalau mengaji bertaranom..masih sedap.. owh ye.. sy khatam dgn abah sndiri.. abah ajar siap dgn tajwid n sifat2 n jenis2 huruf.. *byk da lupe*

abah xmerokok.. masa muda2 ada la.. tp outside the house..pernah nmpk mak merajuk sbb abah merokok dgn arwah atuk.. dulu pernah tanya.. sejak bila abah berhenti merokok..
abah jawab: 'sejak abah belajar mengaji..'
sy bangga!

abah pandai main muzik.. abah yg akan prepare code piano dulu.. selalu suruh abah dgr lagu westlife.. pastu buatkan code utk piano..nnti sy tggl tekan2 je..keke

abah kelakar the way he is.. even pendiam tp full with sense of humor!

i've started sleep in my own bedroom when i'm 5..sbb mase tu da ada adik.. mula2 mmg takut..tp lama2 berani la jugak.. bila da start berani abah takut kan balik.. dia akan guna kain batik ikat kat mata mcm ninja n terjah.. or guna scarf hitam pastu pki telekung lompat2 mcm pocong.. abah pernah pakai baju kebaya mak!..pastu dia letak bedak sejuk kat muka..

kalau mak tukar syampoo baru.. masa mndi nnti dia keluarkan kepala smbil tiru iklan syampoo tu..

owhh..i miss old times!

abah jenis yg tenaaang je.. walaupun ada masalah.. walaupun abah jrg tunjuk how much he care for us like what mom did.. tp diam2 sbnrnye abah yg ingtkan mak.. how was me, ada duit ke x.. n he still hulur duit masa last visit to KL last month.. i'm a wife dad.. i have husband now..

no worries for me pls.. =(

*kesat air mata*

dulu xrapat sgt dengan abah.. serius xrapat..xtau mcm mana nk rapat..n what topic for conversion.. tp start program motivasi masa form 5.. terus dgn abah mcm like no more boundaries between us... susah xsusah..sy tetap cari topic to start our conversion.. dah abah pendiam kan.

i owe u SHAMS!

program tu betul2 change me a lot!!.. change me, my parents n our family..syg adik2 je xdpt rase..

bila buat list mcm ni.. ya allah.. bertuah sungguh rasa nye dikurniakan ibu bapa yg plg indah...

*dulu kecik selalu terpikir kenapa xdilahirkan sbg ank raja* keke...

dan ya allah..masih byk hutang budi yang belum langsai utk mereka.. selalunye anak sulung kawen lambat

sbb sepatutnye anak sulung la yg berjasa pd family..yg bantu family..

rasa berslh sgt sbb till now i've done nothing much..

sbb rasa tidak kuat..rasa xcukup tabah utk jd independent.. mungkin kalau masih belum ada sesiapa di hati..mungkin akan dikuat2 kan jugak utk independent *terpaksa la kan*.. tp disebabkan ada.. utk mengelakkan perkara2 atau umpatan2 yg tidak sepatutnye.. sy bertekad utk berkahwin pd usia 25 tahun.. *dulu siap janji umur 27 baru kawen*..huhu

alhamdulillah.. en.suami adalah yg plg disenangi keluarga..harap2 raya tahun ni mak xpyh la ikut abah cari buluh lemang..abah xpyh la jaga api sorg2.. ada la org tlg basuh carpet..haaa.. da ada 'what to do list' utk si suami di hari raya.. sorry bang!..keke

xsbr nk raya! *ttbe*

jom baca doa ni:

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

ya allah ya tuhan ku.. kau ampunilah dosa ibu2 dan bapa2 kami.. tempatkanlah mereka dikalangan

org2 yang beriman.. kurniakanlah mereka kesihatan yang baik.. perluaskanlah rezeki kami agar 

dpt berbakti pada ibu bapa kami..kau permudahkanlah urusan kami agar berpeluang 

memberikan kebahagiaan kepada ibu2 dan bapa2 kami..amiinn.....

hadiah utk abah dah bg.. utk ayah belum lg.. semoga rezeki bulan ni tuk carikan sesuatu utk ayah.. ayah selalu dtg..tp xselalu dpt entertained.. maaf ayah..huu.. 

selamat hari bapa utk abah and ayah! =D

Done & To be done

Dec 04 - Finish School
May 06 - Join Matriculation
July 06 - Start Uni Life
7th May 08 - Dating
31st May 10 - Graduated
1st Dec 10 - Officially hired with a dream job
25th Dec 10 - Engaged
10th Mar 12 - Married
1st June 12 - Officially hired with perm position

Alhamdulillah.....

Insyaallah...

July 12 - 1st Ramadhan w hubby
Aug 12 - 1st Raya w hubby
13 - Holiday year
14 - Parenting year + Senior Test Eng to be + haji for Mak & Abah
15 - Umrah for us?

Amiiiiinnn...
Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

lempeng+sambal ikan bilis

otw balik..
'yang, mlm ni tido awal la ea.. esok kena pg awal..'
'ok..'

dah siap2.. ttbe
'yang..kalau dpt lempeng mlm ni sedap jugakkan?'
dgn pantas ke hall..angkat ganggang telefon..
en suami terpinga2.. 'nak call sape?..kenapa call mak?'
'nak mintak resepi sambal ikan bilis..'
*en suami tepuk dahi* =P

akhirnya...terhasil...

en suami: 'kalau tau sedap mcm ni..dr dulu da suruh buat'
*kembang hidung ai*

my first attempt sambal ikan bilis. totally like mom's.. yeay!!

84 hari..

belum 100 hari lagi rupanya.. rasa mcm da lama..huhu..

start dr last week smpi next week maybe.. news feed FB penuh dgn gambar kenduri kawen.. alhamdulillah!!.. i'm happy for u guys!..

mostly kenduri di JB mmg susah nk pg..

1. masa

2. kerja

3. cost

huhu.. mgu ni pulak mak dtg KL.. rindu!.. supposedly mak stay for one week.. tp abah xnak cuti seminggu.. lama sgt kata nye.. so abah ckp xpe la.. mak tinggal.. ari jumaat nnti dia dtg ambik..

*muka bahagia* bole gosip ngn mak lama2 sikit..yeay yeay yeay!

ttbe mak ckp kesian plak kat abah.. nak drive balik sorg2.. mak mmg susah nk lepaskan abah drive sorg2 kalau jauh..huhu... rasanye dah mula fhm perasaan tu skrg.. 

memandangkan mmg da pesan awal2 nk mkn apa..mcm2 la mak bwk.. yg xde dia g beli sndr kat econsave.. huhu.. dah berganda2 bwg putih bwg merah..

sbbkan masa awal2 mak kat sini dia mcm kuat hati utk tggl so main masak2 mcm biasa je la.. tp ttbe xjd.. hari rabu tu mak pulun msk mcm2 n meninggalkan stok2nye..keke

jadinya..anak dia yg da jd bini org tp masih pemalas ini hanya tggl masuk dlm microwave shj..lalalalalalala 

ooo...sy bukan penggemar ikan.. xsemua ikan sy mkn.. dulu lg teruk. semua ikan xmkn.. bila dah alam uni.. seronok agaknye tgk byk2 lauk yg bole pilih2 sndr n byr.. teruja la tgk ikan2..*tp xbeli jugak..balik suh mak mskkan ikan yg sama..keke

tp.. sy adalah pemakan ikan sungai..yeah..ikan yg berbau tu.. kalau mkn lekat bau kat tgn.. kalau ikan patin tu.. lemak2 adalah yg lemak..huhu...slurrppp..

hari selasa mak masak ikan baung.. tp pelik sbb masa simpan lauk2 nmpk ikan tu byk..bila da msk sikit.. rupanya mak tak perasan ada lagu satu bekas ikan tu.. mak niiii...kan sy kena msk sendiri.. =(.... =P

keke..

pagi2 da tepon mak mcm mana nk msk ikan tu..huhu..so tadaa!!

ikan baung msk sambal.

-lada kering+kunyit+bwg merah (blend)

-bwg merah hiris2

-ikan goreng dulu..tp jgn garing sgt.. lepas tu goreng lada smpi garing..letak garam secukup rasa.. masuk kan bwg hiris..kacau2..masukkan ikan.. gaul rata. tutup api. hidang!

mak pesan..masak ikan sungai..jgn letak bwg putih.. nnti.. *xingat da* hak3... lepas ni bole la mskkan ikan patin tuk MIL (her favourite)..nak amik ati la kata kann..kui kui kui..

our lunch today.. fuhh.. bepeluh ai masak..keke

lepas en.suami dah siap mkn..kita kemas mcm ni!

rasa indah sungguh pemandangan bila lepas mkn meja mcm ni..huu..

our family sgt jrg dpt mkn sama2.. mak pun jrg berhidang2 ni..lg2 lepas balik duduk kampung.. dulu masa dia fulltime housewife ada la.. masa tu la i've been train to clean up meja lepas mkn.. so, bila dia dtg KL.. since abah xmenghilang pg belakang rumah ke stor ke..betulkan reban ayam ke..bakar sampah ke.. dpt la we all sit together.. siap mkn kemas..mak smpi menjerit..

'waaaaahhhh..mak rasa lega mata bila tgk meja mcm ni'

haha..poyo mak ni..but me too.. lg teruk if xbyk lauk.. meja ni kosong terus.. semua tupperware susun kat kabinet dapur only..

alhamdulillah.. i love my family and all the way we are!!.. mmuah!

Sent by Maxis from my BlackBerry® smartphone

I am

after a while..

today.. 1st June 2012.. i am officially a Test Engineer at Scope International.

Alhamdulillah...

dah lama tunggu..dah lama sbr.. nk kata byk sgt air mata xde jugak.. tp tenaga mmg betul2 teruji.. lg2 dgn SIMCO..plus wedding prep..

rasa terbyr sudah.. 

actually manager pun ada ckp why i converted earlier than everyone.. because i'm doing SIMCO..haha..

sbnrnye dah ugut nk resign.. =P

td after lunch baru position kat outlook bertukar.. *senyum*

seronok!! =D

even dlm mggu ni hanya betul2 kerja utk 2 hari..pastu pagi2 da dpt amukan bos besar..

3 email je.. tp tanda soal dia lebih 20.. nk contoh?

'Why no update on this?????????????????'

haa..mcm ni... ni pun da cukup bagus.. ada hari lagi x bagus.. dia bg mcm ni..

'WHY NO UPDATE???!!!'

begitu lah..padahal dia yg xcheck email..mcm td.. sy dpt menyeyapkan dia dgn memfwd email yg telah dihantar kpd bos kecik tp tidak direpot kpd bos besar..hahaha..

tips utk terus maju: jgn ambik hati bila bos buat mcm ni..kalau slh say sorry n cepat2 betulkan hantar balik.. kalau betul.. hantar bukti..haha

well, we a tester.. kdg2 email pun kitorg print screen hokeh.. penting!

this week jugak ada dpt call for interview.. as software tester of course.. maybe sbb baru lepas update resume kat jobstreet..huhu.. alhamdulillah.. 

buat masa ni..nak stop apply.. takut miserable nnti..huhu.. insyaallah.. i will try my best in Scope for at least 3 years more.. or 2 years.. *eh..makin sikit pulak..huhu.. will leave with a pride as Senior Test Engineer.. haa..gituu.. mcm nk g berperang je..huu..

so scope. bersbr la dgn sy and level 2.. jgn la jemu nengok muka den ni utk 3 years more ye..

*matik la 3 tahun entry dlm ni asik citer psl ibanking..haha

target nk balik johor..johor johor johor... 

ok dah. xtau nk citer ape..

p/s:.. mls nk betulkan 'menyeyapkan' tu.. en.suami yg tegur trtggl satu 'n'..lalalalalala

Jujurnya..

saya dah mula teringin memiliki...........

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becoz.. i'm wondering.. what would it be after this combination?

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Happy Mother's Day!

this is my mom..

she's gorgeous kan?.. i always admirer her..always..always.. she's beautiful no matter what she's looks like..

mak adalah anak bongsu.. manja..yes. mmg manja.. bukan manja yg asik menempel dgn parents ke apa.. tp manja yg xtau la nk ckp mcm mana.. and actually she's fragile..

sy bangga utk ckp mak sy mmg cantik!.. dr muda smpi skrg.. cuma sekarang bdn mak berisi.. tp look at her face..

naturally beautiful.. mungkin sbb she's mix malay n chinese.. mak putih..muka jarang gila ada pimples.. rambut xyah ckp la..ada sorg mkck from abah side pernah cerita.. opah pernah ckp.. mak menantu cantik sbb mak putih..n mcm bring lights to the family..haha..

mak sy adalah org yg sgt2 sgt2 sgt2 positive..dlm apa2 pun yg terjadi..

kalau ada org2 yg bahasa2 kan dia.. dia hanya senyum.. walaupun bila dia cerita balik.. bergenang air matanye..tp dia akan ckp.. 'xpe la.. satu hari nnti mungkin org tu akan sedar n malu sndr..'

kalau dia penat letih serabut..mcm nk lari.. kecik hati dgn org.. dia akan tido.. mungkin dah puas mengadu ngn abah..mak akan call sy.. kdg2 terkejut sbb tiba2 dia call dgn suara yg lain.. kdg2 dia mcm xnak cerita.. but after i said..

'maakk..ada apa ni..cuba cerita..'

terus akan menangis tersedu2.. then cerita2.. in the end.. dia akan come out dgn.. 'mak dah lega sikit dah.. xpe la..dah mmg perangai dia mcm tu..nk buat mcm mana kan..' -still-

org selalu pertikaikan how she's manage us.. ikutkan sgt yg kitorg ni cerewet makan.. ikutkan sgt permintaan kitorg..dia akan selalu diam..sbb hanya mak je yg tau how to handle us..

masak2 yg pelik2..nnti xde org mkn.. beli pelik2..nnti xde org guna.. so she's more to give us a chance with a choices..kalau perkara tu xbest not her fault..

mcm sy dulu.. dikritik teruk.. dimarah teruk oleh org lain.. sbb. dpt course computer science in uni.. mak?

dia nmpk muka sy dah berubah.. then, cepat2 ajak balik.. dlm kereta dia ckp.. 'abaikan je.. susah nk fhmkan org..diorg xrasa lg tgk nnti bila smpi masa anak2 diorg..'

mak bukan mendoakan something bad utk org tu.. tp mak mendoakan supaya org tu will learn something..if not today.. maybe in future..

1st sem di UiTM not easy for me.. belajar benda yg xsuka langsung.. mak cuba usahakan contact org sana sini utk tukar cos..smpi dpt support letter one of the dean which is sepupu abah..

ttbe bila dah satu sem.. sy terfikir.. mungkin ada hikmah kenapa tercampak masuk dlm course ni..n kenapa xlayak utk course yg di apply..

mak ckp.. 'terpulang pd awak.. awak yg nak belajar..kalau rasa boleh bwk..cuba la.. mak rasa ada betulnya.. semua yg jd msti ada hikmah'

bila nk apply kerja.. pun mcm tu jugak.. mak xpernah when suddenly berhenti kerja n masuk training.. xdpt bg mak duit pun..mak bg duit lg ada la.. smpi da kerja pun.. mak akan tnye ada duit lg ke x..

relationship.. xyah ckp la berapa bakul da yg dicerita kat mak..mula2 rasa malu jugak nk cerita.. tp the way she treats me.. xrase segan nk bukak cerita yg I have someone important on my side.. n she trust me...

mak ckp.. dia percaya dekat semua anak2 dia... jd bila i kept doubting bout my brother... mak akan ckp..'mak percaya dia xbuat'

hopefully adik2 sy tau yg mak percaya diorang.. jd diorang jgn la buat benda bukan2 pls.

dlm video kawin..mak ada ckp.. dia mintak maaf kalau selama dia jaga dia byk menyakitkan.. sy membesar dgn ibu muda and as anak sulung..byk hal yg kdg2 dr sndr pun xfhm kenapa mak marah n xpuas hati.. tp makin lama..mak makin berubah..mak jd org yg sgt sabar n lebih considerate..

mayb sbb sy dah besar..n dah boleh fhm..buat kerja tanpa disuruh.. bila dah besar jugak baru fhm.. the way she treats me is for my own good.

during the nikah day.. xrasa sedih sgt pun.. coz for me nothing change. dah lama da duduk merantau sndr.. cuma skrg ada org jaga...seronok ada la...keke.. sbb xperlu independent sgt lg...muahaha.. tanggungjawab pun insyaallah.. xde ape yg berubah..

tp mak.. most of the picture dia nangis.. masa nk keluar dr bilik pun da nangis.. masa peluk xyah ckp la..

mungkin dia rasa tanggungjawab dah bertukar tgn.. kalau dulu dia boleh suruh balik kg sesuka hati.. skrg dia kena suruh sy balik kg tp mintak izin dgn suami..

mungkin tu la bezanya..

until now.. walaupun sy jarang balik.. mak akan call everyweek.. first word mak.. 'lama xdgr suara awak.. sihat ke x..'

kalau sy yg call mak ari jumaat..mak ttbe call lg ari ahad.. pastu citer bnda2 yg sama..
'mak da citer laa..kan kita baru borak ari jumaat..'
'eh yeke.. mcm lama je xdgr suara awak..'

mak lupa agaknye sy da ada husband yg menjaga..huhu.. kalau call xcecah sejam 2 xsah.. its good kitorg xde chance nak call hari2 sbb mak bz berniaga..kalau x xtau la bill telefon rumah tu brape..dah pernah cecah ribu dah bill rumah tu..huu

huuu... 

kdg2 i'm bit jeles tgk org yg dpt duduk dgn mak masa belajar..masa kerja.. tp sbnrnye i'm lucky enough walaupun xdpt jumpa hari2.. we r soooo close!

rindu maak...rindu.....plg best borak masa masak..n ptg2 time mak rehat dlm bilik.. baring sama2.. borak2.. cerita xpernah abis!..yg lagi best.. sy dikurniakan husband yg perangai xjauh beza dgn abah.. sooo, tips2 mak adalah penting!..kekeke.. 

Terima Kasih Mak.. you are such a wonderful MOM in the WORLD!

i have present for u.. i'm sure u will super like it. walaupun xseberapa.. my first bonus for mak n abah.. hope i can give more for 2nd bonus...

for mother in law.. hadiah dah smpi awal2..hehe.. n she said she like it.. alhamdulillah..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to BOTH OF U!

muka MIL sy mmg nmpk garang.. tp sbnrnye mak mcm mr.k jugak.. suka senyumm..huhu

7th May 2012

the fourth year!

2007, mcm tiba2 je ramai kwn2 sekolah rendah yg reconnect.. not thru FB.. but Friendster!...haha

but smpi skrg masih ingt how ijah pass mr.k's mobile no..n dlm erti kata lain mcm cuba nak kenen2 kan kitorg semula.. huhu.. 

neves mcm nk gugur jantung kot bila nak try call or msg.. tp tgn tu gatal jugak..n hati dicekalkan.. dah msg2.. mintak la frenster.. nk tgk jugak pendek lagi mr.k ni mcm dulu..haha

dah add.. handsome kot!.. tp tetap xtggi sgt..kuang3...

masa tu profile pic mmg macho la kan.. mine plak.. cuba sehabis baik utk letak gambar plg comel.. bila dia komen gambar2 je.. terus kembang senyum sorg2.. tp tttp reply.. 'xde la..mana ada gambar je tu'.. humble la konon!..

one day he sent me this pic..

rasa bunga2 terus kot!!.. terus print. terus letak bawah bantal..haha.. 

gambar tu nmpk renyuk2 sbb kena renyuk masa tgh kecewa.. haha.. kecewa la konon..geli jek..

mcm perasan je mamat tu ingt org tgh ingtkan dia kannnn...huhu

jd berkawan la kami.. tp xlama.. dlm 2bulan je.. lepas tu kantoi dia ada gf lain kat MMU.. masa tu xtau nk ckp hati rasa apa.. marah xde la marah sgt... sedih pun xjugak.. sbb mmg dah tanam dlm hati supaya x menaruh harapan apa2.. ye la.. xpernah jumpa.. harapkan frenster je.. lepas tu LDR plak tu.. 

tp ada part yg sedih sunyi mmg melalak la jugak.. lg2 tu weekend..sume org keluar dating.. den baru putuih cinta..ngn sape nk keluar..huhu.. tepon mak nangis2..seb baik mak xmarah oi.. haha.. mak cuma ckp lepas ni.. ingt.. bila berkawan..rapat mcm mana sekali pun.. jgn letak harapan tinggi.. makin tinggi bila jatuh makin sakit.. sgt ingt time ni call mak nangis2 kat ampaian hostel mawar..huhu..

mcm mana breakup xingt sgt.. tp yg pasti nye.. i'm no longer sent any sms to him..n buat xtau.. n geram sbb dia buat xtau jugak.. hantar satu msg.. lebih kurang ckp mcm.. 'i think both of us not ready for this relationship.. n yg terbaik..baik kita buat mcm biasa.. kita kwn je.. kalau ada jodoh kita kwn la lebih dr sorg kwn..'

haaa..lebih kurang mcm tu la.. tp dia wat bodoh jugak.. da la masa tu my birthday..nangis lg..even tau n konon2 mcm hati kuat n mcm xsayang sgt..huhu

masa ni belum kantoi lg mr.k ada gf lain.. the next day pg lab.. masa tu boleh bukak frenster.. try la bukak..

dang!.. kantoi org kat seblah sana bersyg2 dgn org lain.. nangis seteruknya2.. keluar toilet nmpk cik umi ngn cik su.. huhu...*kuat jugak ingatan sy..diorg msti xingt..keke*

walaupun mmg tanam dlm hati n sedar diri this relationship not going to anywhere.. tp tetap rasa sakit.. jeles maybe.. budak tu comel lak tu.. *well, i still stalk that girl till now..haha*

masa zaman kejatuhan ni.. cik n, cik patin, cik mumul la jd tempat mengadu..huhu.. 

mr.k xtau yg sy tau dia ada gf lain.. he called me one day after 2 months.. xtau kenapa tiba2 je.. masa tu still hurt n wish he will come back..tp dlm masa yg sama menafikan hati sndr n menjauhkan kehendak hati.. last2  i said.

'once i placed someone in my heart.. i hope it will last n forever..but seems both of us not ready.. i will always be here insyallah..for u.. just find me when u think u ready..kalau masa tu i masih single.. insyaallah.. kalau masa tu i have someone..thenn..tgk la mcm mana..'.. he cried..

to be continue....next year insyaallah.. =D

as usual.. xde celebration apa2 pun..huhu.. xcelebrate pun nak update gak kan..huuuuuu..
but semalam 1st sepjg kerja as husband n wife ni..smpi rumah hari masih terang.. sharp 6pm turun dr ofis.. 6.09pm keluar dr tempat parking.. 6.28pm smpi ofis mr.k.. lepas cilok menggunakan emergency lane.. then ngam2 7.30pm smpai rumah..

cepat2 keluarkan lauk..pastu maghrib.. pastu terus singsing lengan masak mcm pelesit.. xsmpi one hour.. siap tomyam udang and bawal sweet sour siap skali prepare table for dinner..*mcm ada candle lite dinner je..kaka*.. weeee... xsmpi one hour..en suami da kenyang trang tang tang.. xsmpi one hour siap kemas kitchen bersih tutup lampu.. semlm mmg rasa mcm superwoman la.. tgn mcm lipas kuduuungg..wakaka..
*actually tgu jugak mana tau ada seprise ke kan..keke..tp dah mmg mr.k xromantik..nk wat cane..huu... myb dia xnak biasakan with all those things.. hari2 pun bercinta katanye...huu*

2nd year as lovers.. 3rd year as fiance fiancee.. 4th year as husband and wife!.. 5th year as mama & babah maybe???...kekeke

insyaallah........

ya allah.. perancangan mu sungguh indah.. sungguh teratur.. sungguh tak terkata betapa ku bersyukur.. syukur yg xterhingga kerana ku tahu.. aku bukanlah hambamu yg terpilih.. bukan hambamu yg sempurna.. tp sesungguhnya ya allah.. segala aturan yg telah Kau tentukan..ku bersyukur.. terlalu byk kekurangan diri tp Kau masih kurniakan kebahagiaan utk kami.. T_T

semoga ikatan ini terus kuat...semoga kami terus menjadi suami isteri hingga ke jannah mu.. Amin..