19 JAN 2013

alhamdulillah..

i am 26! how time flies..owhhh..

looking back what i have done on my 25th.. its a lot of changed. A LOT. 

work

alhamdulillah..i am now a permanent staff in Scope International (M) - hard to get?? 

well..kind of since only my 3rd birthday in scope i can proudly announced i'm permanent staff now... hehe

n actually my 3rd birtday with SIMCO also..owhh.. u grows old with SIMCO ira... got the hint - last but not least HK will coming in.. ada harapan bufday ke-4 nnti pun dgn SIMCO..aiayakk..

btw, i have to thank simco since dia la yg byk mengajar..mendidik..membentuk..mengubah everything..

the most important thing is..mematangkan.. 

how to deal with people. how to act cool. how to handle this n that. n how to work in stress..haha

next target - Senior Test Engineer - i have 2 years to make it real.. so be good ira..be good.

myself

one word - istiqamah pls.

relationship

26-as a wife..n insyaallah mother to be for another 40++ days... siapa sangka begini jln ceritanye.. last 2 years i'm still tunangan org.. ttbe dis year i'll change status 2 kali sekali gus.

dulu2 mak tnye bila nk kawen - 27 - mak bising..lewat la apa la..umur 25 msti kawen. *mak bg green lite oi..* keke

alhamdulillah..urusannya telah pun dipermudahkan.. telah pun berkahwin dgn pilihan hati sendiri.. telah pun menjalani kehidupan sbg suami n isteri selama 319 hari.. tp belum lg menyambut 1st year anny..hehe

masam manis dah rasa da.. alhamdulillah its all good.. 

xtau mcm nk bersyukur nye lg dikurniakan husband yg sgt2 terbaik..sgt2 melengkapi..

next target - i wanna be a wife that always haunted my husband.. haha..

                - i wanna be the most gorgeous mommy..lol

semua azam last year achieved!.. wahh.. syukur ya allah.. i can say now i get everything i want as woman. perfect husband. awesome parents. great in laws.. there's only one more thing.

cute baby - semoga bayi sy sihat.comel.sempurna di mata kami.. insyaallah..

any azam to setup for 27th??

- better muslimah

- better wifey n mommy

- better in carrier - *another year to prove to people*

- better daughter & daughter in law - *ada plan.semoga semuanya lancar* amin

- better in everything.. on 27th..i want to write a good entry like above. =)

selamat hari jadi Nur Shaherra Shahrani.. semoga dipanjangkan umur.. dilimpahi rezeki.. dikurniakan anak2 yg soleh & solehah.. sentiasa bahagia disamping org tersyg.. semakin tabah menghadapi dugaan2 dunia.. semakin istiqamah utk menjadi muslimah yg sejati.. dan semoga impian2 tercapai.. amiiiiinnn...

jobby..

owh..bosaaaanngggg...

huu..

i have 2 baby's girl name in the list oredy..yeayy!.. tp lmbt lg la baru dpt guna agaknye..or mana tau dpt kembar.. kan2? *berangan*

since da start work from home twice a week for jan.. n will be working for whole feb.. xnk water breaking kat ofis.. bosan eh duk umah..xde teman nk berckp.. tgk tv citer tah pape.. wish mr.k bole teman hari2...tp msti la x.. nak dekat hari nnti baru dia dpt wfh kot.. tu pun kalau dpt..

well, da bosan2 ni..mcm2 benda la fikir..mcm2 doubt la yg muncul..
now..tgh terfikir psl new job.. *alah ira..asal lepas 6 bulan je terfikir new job..lepas 6 bulan je terfikir new job..*

ok. last time my main reason is permanent job. this time is about the payment.
living cost now getting higher..plus, we going to have another family member soon.. so we really need to plan something.. something. something yg melibatkan duit.huhu

from last post.
Standard Chartered
- perm position under process - now. i am permanent staff
- flexible
- annual leave 21days
- Can working from home
- So far great environment and bosses.

others benefit like increment/bonus xtau lg sbb gaji tuk new year xdpt lg..n bonus dlm bulan 3 kot.. itu pun kalau ada..

fikirkan psl flexibility.. i love here.. smpi rasa xnak pg mana2.. tp fikir2 balik.. kenapa mommies yg lain.. yg kerja teruk, xde pun wfh sume tu.. still bole survived.. bole jd super mommy.. so why i cant?.. kan?

aiihh..entah la.. resume updated.jobstreet updated.2 vacancies applied. let see how..hehe

semoga ada rezeki utk baby..amin..

having baby at HUKM part 1

ttbe rasa sajer nk share.. sbb susah jugak nk dpt info mommies yg pernah bersalin kat hukm..

xramai yg ada blog..kalau ada pun diorg bersalin 2 tahun lepas..huhu..

well, as a first timer.. mcm2 benda blur..huu.. tp kita kan belajar dr pengalaman..

HUKM / PPUKM is half gov.. since half gov.. we have to bear the cost la kan.. since both of us jugak bukan gov servant.. kalau pegi hospital kerajaan pun kena byr gak kot..

why HUKM?... sbb plg dekat dgn rumah.. n tempat yg dah 2-3 kali pg sbb nenek penah admitted utk spinal surgery dia dulu..

kalau tgk environment..mcm hospital gov biasa la.. ramai org.. tp x se-pack ppum kot.. scary jugak masa first time jln2 kat ppum.. rasa agak serabut.. 

ok. things about having baby at hukm..

1. mommy to be out there bole start register dekat hukm lepas 6th month pregnant. diorg xkan terima pun kalau pg awal2.. so apa nak buat sementara nk tgu smpi 6bulan tu?

pg check up dekat gov klinik or klinik biasa or klinik pakar sakit puan..

kalau pg gov klinik..mcm biasa la..akan dpt buku merah.. tp memandangkan yg adalah mommy2be yg pemalas..n xrasa sanggup nk tgu berjam2 utk check-up.. so just buat monthly check-up dekat klnik biasa je.. cost semua husband cover (telekom-pm care).

n dpt la report card yg mmg record semua details sepjg check-up..

tp tu la.. xpernah rasa mcm mana pg gov klinik kan.. rasa nye kalau gov klinik diorg lg particular.. check darah.. check glucose..kott..

bila pg klinik biasa ni.. monthly tu just timbang..scan..urine test. yg best tiap2 bulan bole tgk baby la..sbb scan.. gov klinik xtiap2 bulan kott..

2. dah cukup 6 bulan? yeay! bole pg hosp..benda yg kena bwk..

- surat rujukan from the klinik. 

- report card from klinik.

- duit utk register. (PPUKM - registration fee = RM50)

- sbb first time check up kena bayar lagi RM20 utk scan.

in my case

hari register bukan lah hari terus buat first check up. rasanye bole je kalau dtg awal. terus register n request utk buat check-up..tppp.. xsure la..sbb diorg pakai system appoinment. so kalau baru register xkan nk buat appointment on the same date kan.. nnti kacau jadual pulak. 

so better pg je la register dulu and buat buku appointment. diorg akan bg borang and buku biru.. maybe sbb xbuat kat gov..i dun have buku pink..kalau sesaper yg ada buku pink..diorg continue record kat situ kott.. diorg jugak akan remind apa nak byr..so saper yg ada GL letter.. masa first date appointment bwk la..

3. dah dpt buku appoinment. dekat buku tu ada group color.. kalau dpt color hijau = first check up ari rabu.. so maksudnye next2 check up pun akan set hari rabu jugak la... bole request hari.. kalau korg nk cuti whole day utk check up.. siap2 la set appointment hari jumaat.. so tiap2 bulan ada satu jumaat cuti..haha..

me-sbb xtau.. so hari rabu la..hehe.. 

4. hari appointment - kalau dpt appointment pagi pukul 9. disarankan pukul 7.45am da terpacak dekat pintu klinik O&G tu.. diorg akan bukak pintu pukul 8.. sila la lari cepat2 pg letak buku appoinment dlm kotak.. GL letter dlm bakul..

SBB.. even appoinment pukul 9.. tp ramai. still mcm first come first serve..diorg bg no la.. so kalau dpt no awal2.. cepat la setel..

da letak buku tu.. tgu smpi diorg pgl utk byr dulu.. kalau 1st time, RM70 la.. kalau 2nd time depends pd what test yg kena buat utk that day.. biasanye 1st check up diorg akan bgtau next kena scan ke x..kena glucose test ke.. depends pd ur condition la..kalau ada GL xperlu byr..

lepas byr - dpt no - terus pg kat tempat timbang n check drh - lps tu masuk toilet utk urine test - lps tu tgu lg smpi no anda dipanggil.. hehe..

5. utk first timer - akan ada briefing session psl breast feeding. diorg akan buat announcement pgl nama.. briefing tu diorg akan terangkan sikit mcm mana kita lepas bersalin n semua psl breastfeeding la.. husband bole join kalau ada empty seat n xsegan..hehe.. luckily masa kitorg tu ada lg 2 husband yg tmn wife dia.. so mr.k pun relax je la masuk..

well, kalau dah pernah dgr or maybe 2nd baby, abaikan je pun bole session tu.. sbb..bila join session tu dia hold kita punye no giliran.. so lepas tu lama la nk tgu no naik..

6. no da naik! yeay jumpa doctor.. jumpa doc lenggang kangkung je.. semua record and scan result diorg pass online.. lepas tu dgr la doc ckp apa.. n doc akan tulis next appointment bila.. this time akan dpt balik buku biru tu..

7. setel. buku biru tu cepat2 letak dlm bakul kat kaunter 5 utk diorg masukkan date dlm sistem.. da siap. ambik buku balik.. silalah singgah minum cendol kat stadium depan tu..hehe..

setakat ni je lah overview mcm mana nk having baby at HUKM.. 

part 2 - tgu cerita bersalin pulak.. insyaallah.. cuak nih.

Allahumma yassir wa la tu'assir..amin ya allah..

sleep paralysis

satu hari satu entry?.. nampak no xde kejenye..*skali lg*

hari ni sepatutnye keje..tp mls.. tp sbnrnye kena ceri beri gak n palpitation yg agak non stop.. kenapa kah?

xselesa betul..huk2..

alhamdulillah td pg ambik result glucose test..i'm FREE from GDM (Gestational diabetes mellitus).. 

doc: 'brape umur puan?'

'25..eh..tahun ni 26..'

'ni kenapa kena buat glucose test?.. ada family yg ada kencing manis?'

'a'ah...mak ada kencing manis ms last pregnant dia'

'owwhh..ok..result sebelum minum air gula 4.5.. selepas 5.6'

'so ok la doc?'

'ok ni..xde pape'

Keputusan ujian Tolerense Glukosa Secara Oral (mmol/L)

• Puasa < 6.0
• 1 jam selepas mengambil glukosa < 8.0
• 2 jam selepas mengambil glukosa < 7.0

terus jugak tnye doc kenapa rasa palpitation.. doc check mata. check nadi.

'ada rasa sesak nafas?'

'xde..'

'ok..myb because of pregnancy..kalau continuously u terus pg emergency..'

palpitation ni xsakit..tp rasa xselesa.. bdn rasa mcm menggigil.. padahal xde ambik caffeine pun. 

dulu..mak pernah kena mcm ni.. masa tu dia tgh bc novel.. dia kata kenapa rasa pelik.. rasa nye citer ni xde la emo sgt..

abah bwk pg hospital yg kalau xsilap masa tu mak ada check up jugak.. terus kena thn wad..huhu.. sbb drh pekat.. so jantung kena extra pump ke ape tah masa tu.. lebihnya rasa mak tgh risau sgt sbb dekat kaki dia ada luka kencing manis yg dlm..n doc ada takut2kan ckp myb kaki tu kena potong..huhu..

2 hari jugak mak kena admit. lepas tu dia ok.. luka kat kaki tu mak pakai ubat gamat..lama2 elok n mak stop mkn ubat jantung semua tu.. kencing manis xde..jantung pun xde.. alhamdulillah.. mak amalkan minum air masak yg byk hari2..tu je petuanya.. dgr tu ira??.. minum la air byk2..

ok2..cerita ni semua xde kena mengena dgn tajuk diatas..hehe.. harap jantung sy berhenti berdegup kencang n kembali normal.. relax ira..relax...

back to the topic. pernah kena tindih masa tido?

i have difference experienced on this which is xtau nk classified as apa. gangguan or sleep paralysis..

masa skolah dulu dgr org cerita2 je.. tp nk ditakdirkan 1st kena masa f5..masa tu kitorg slalu lepak bilik stdy balik prep..so naik bilik da pukul 2pagi++.. duk tingkat 4 pulak tu.. dr balcony mmg terang dan nyata bole nmpk jirat yg sebelah pdg skolah.. masa mula2 masuk skolah tu.. slalu terfikir mana la dtg bau bangkai..xkan hari2 ada kucing mati.. tp xpernah tnya sesiapa.. smpi la satu hari tu..budak2 bilik ke siapa tah yg ckp.. org kristian ni diorg bukan tnm dlm2 mcm org islam.. kubur kita 7 kaki ke dlm.. sbb tu la bila mlm ada mcm bau bangkai.. mungkin angin bwk bau tu dr jirat.. ok.logik je for me..

then, satu mlm yg balik dr stdy *yg sbnrnye borak je lbih*..sy adalah org yg xkan tdo tanpa basuh kaki.. msti pg toilet..sorg2 pun sorg2 la.. kebetulan bilik betul2 sebelah toilet..lps cuci kaki baring ambik buku.. buku utk tdo for me adalah buku sejarah.. masa tu xtdo lg..just pejam mata n tekup buku kat muka.. telinga dgr cik yayan iron baju ketang ketung sbb guna meja kayu skolah yg beralaskan sejadah or kain batik..

ttbe.. kaki rasa sejuk sgt2..kebas.. n trus xbole bergerak.. masa tu mata mmg pejam.. jerit pggl yayan tp dia xdgr.. pgl cik hani kat seblah pun mcm xterkeluar suara.. bc la ayat kursi semua tu.. terbukak mata ada satu lembaga hijau tinggi sgt kat seblah katil. tp masa tu mcm sekelip mata.. bila betul2 rasa dr da sedar.. lembaga tu xde.. n dgr cik yayan bukak pintu lokar sume tu.. *bilik kitorg seblah2..tp xde dinding.. lokar je yg jd divider*

masa 2 da xpndg kiri knn.. terus smbg tdo..

sejak case tu.. baru la tau mcm tu rasanye kena tindih.. lps2 dr tu ada jugak kena tp lain sikit rasa dia.. xde rasa kebas or ape.. cuma rasa ada org tekan bdn smpi la terkejut..

then one day terbc article psl sleep paralysis ni...

Sleep paralysis is a feeling of being conscious but unable to move. It occurs when a person passes between stages of wakefulness and sleep. During these transitions, you may be unable to move or speak for a few seconds up to a few minutes. Some people may also feel pressure or a sense of choking...

nak tau lg..bc sini

bila dah bc baru la mcm... hek eleh ira. sikit2 hantu..sikit2 hantu..hehe.. tp like i said. i have difference experienced.. ada yg betul.. rasa xbole nk move bila tgh2 tdo.then lepas tu bdn sakit sgt..mcm letih gila tdo.. tp ada yg its start with the cold n numb.. 1 yg kena masa sekolah tu.. satu lg kena masa tu balik dr programme n tertido waktu maghrib..

so somehow i can say.. kalau yg start dgn kaki sejuk lps tu kebas.. tu mungkin gangguan.. tp kalau yg biasa2 tgh tdo tu mungkin sbb terlalu letih..kott..

xtau la.. bnda2 ghaib ni bukan bole buktikan pun...

last nite its happen again.. sebelum tido borak2 ngn mr.k.. pastu biasa la dgr bunyi org atas buat ape tah.. dulu cik umi pernah tnye.. ada x dgr bunyi guli..org seret kerusi..org ketuk2.. masa umi tnye tu xrasa mcm bnda tu pelik sbb normal la duduk rumah apartment kan.. tp pikir2 balik..mana la ada org main guli lg zmn skrg..plus budak2 duduk apartment.. diorg main guli dlm ipad je kott..bila buat extra research..mungkin betul tu adalah gangguan.. mmg jin tu wujud.. yg baik n yg jahat.. so bila dgr abaikan selagi xmengganggu smpi thp melampau kan.. mr.k pun xsuka kalau bnda2 ni disebut2.. dia akan ckp.. 'yg penting kawal emosi.kwl perasaan..' hehe

takut xtakut..bila dgr tu 2-3 kali jugak bc doa tido..ulang2.. rasanye tertdo dlm pukul 1 lebih.. skali rasa kaki bergoyang.. n mimpi mcm nmpk bnda bukan2.. terus mcm merengek dgn kuat smpi mr.k terkejut.. rasa takut yg takut la.. mr.k ckp myb kaki dia yg langgar2.. masa tu dah pukul 2..

smbg tdo.. lg worse.. rasa sejuk.. rasa kena goyang n lepas tu xleh bergerak.. smpi menjerit2 rasanye.. xtau la tgh mimpi apa.. terjerit kuat lg skali n buat org seblah terjaga lg..huhu.. dis time serius rasa xselesa.. sbb dlm xbole gerak tu da mcm2 bc.. tp still xbole gerak.. mr.k xterus tdo..he recite some doa for me smbil usap2 kepala.. this time da pukul 3.. n lepas2 tu kerap terjaga n bukak mata je nmpk mr.k bukak mata jugak..huhu...

kesian dia tdo xlena.. every move i made will wake him up.. prepare for my delivery jugak kot..hehe. sbb dia da start tnye apa dia nk capai kalau ttbe baby da nk keluar..hehe.. relax ye.. relax.. sign still not there yet.. insyaallah..

ni kes dia dgr ramai bini2 member bersalin awal la ni..hehe..

but i appreciate much ur care mr.husband.. thank u so much.. =)

well, i believed mlm td tu mungkin sleep paralysis..mungkin terikut perasaan masa dgr bunyi2 n mungkin sbb ptg tu lyn breaking dawn..keke..

2013

happy new year!..

xpernah2 buat entry new year..haha.. nmpk no xde keje..*kata org johor*

dun have any azam sbb..well u'll know later.. plus xde celebration pape pun.. apenda yg nk celebrate beria pun.. tukar tahun je pun.. life goes on..
doa akhir tahun awal tahun da bc masa awal muharram..

btw, today is actually my 300 days of marriage..waahhh!!.. gigihkan kira..hehu..

pun xde nye nk celebrate2.. for me.. bnda yg plg best duduk rumah..lepak2 ngn mr.k..  kebetulan harini   mcm xberapa nak sihat..
mr.k: 'u tdo la..yg lain2 sume biar i buat..i basuh pinggan kat dapur.. cuci toilet.. u rest je..'
me: *senyum*..pejam mata lps tu dgr bunyi ketang ketung kat dapur..pastu xdgr pape da..
bukak2 mata tgk ada org menyelit kat katil..katil single tdo berdua..or bertiga..seb baik xroboh..huhu..

masak pun x arini..hua hua hua.. ptg layan breaking dawn part I sambil mkn jemput2 udang.. pastu tau2 da mlm.. skjp nye masa berlalu..huhu..

sbnrnye ada satu bnda yg plg rindu GILA nk buat.. haiihh..sbr ye ira.. sikit je lg..
bila bdn ke kiri..ke knn xselesa ni.. RINDU GILA NK MENIARAP!! rindu gila nk golek2 gumpal2.. kejar2 dlm rumah..huuu...

pernah last month sbb xthn sgt.. susun bantal n buat lubang.. mr.k pelik je..dia xdpt nk tangkap apa la yg bini dia nk buat ni..pastu bum. meniarap..tertindih la sikit perut..tp rasa nikmat dia fuhh..
golek2 mr.k gelakkan..huu..sbb lps tu xleh bgn..

esok.kena pg hospital ambik result glucose test. gila da lmbt baru nk buat.. semoga xde kencing manis..hehe.. doc2 yg consult sebelum ni xde suruh buat..ttbe check up last week kena pg plak.. haiihh.. kalau ckp awal2 kan senang..

2 - jan. pg hospital.kalau rajin smbg keje kat rumah.kalau mls balik umah smbg tdo..keke
3 - 23 jan - normal life.
23 - 28 jan - cuti. nk balik kg.nak mkn mcm2..keke
feb - start work from home.. mr.k pun kot.. once a week baru kitorg masuk ofis.. cant wait!
25 - feb. start cuti tgu hari.. owh ya allah.. cepatnye masa berlalu.. ya allah.. semoga dipermudahkan semua urusan.. semoga selamat semuanya..
Allahumma yassir wa la tu'assir..amin ya allah..

*cuak.. da mimpi bersalin beberapa kali.. *