close ur eyes.plug ur ears.

*sshhhuhh..shuhhhh..shuuuuhhh*

halau labah2..keke

mmm..

where shud i start?..

bismillah...

baby da semakin aktif.. gerak sana sini.. smpi dgn bdn2 mmy pun bergerak.. 

mr.k: berapa eh harga mesin ultrasound tu?

lol... aritu nmpk kwn post kat fb.. 'kalo ultrasound tu murah..sah suh hubby beli..bole tgk baby hari2'

true!.. rasa mcm nk scan hari2 tgk what he's doing actually..

lg la bila perut berombak2..curious betul nk tau ape sbnrnye baby buat..

nk ckp hiccup..rythm kdg2 xsama.. nk ckp tendang.. ada yg rasa tendangan..kdg2 xrasa tu mcm tendangan..keke

pergerakan mmy da mula terbatas..jln lama sikit sakit pinggang.. sakit blkg.. kaki xsakit sgt.. duduk lama2 plak sakit bhgn bwh perut.. mcm sakit sembelit..huhu...

yg plg nikmat dpt baring. fewhh.. ltk je kepala kat bantal terus hanyut..

bgn pagi tgk kaki da berstokin..heeee...

last checkup aritu berat baby dah sekilo.. waahh.. ce ambik sekilo beras ikat kat perut bwk jln2.. hehe.. xde la berat mana pun.. tp semput la gak kan.. kalau mengaji lps solat mesti tercungap2.. kalau ckp byk2 pun tercungap2.. *da la kuat membebel*

semoga baby sihat n cukup segala sepjg dlm perut.. sbnrnye, my food consume lgsg xterjaga.. ada hari2 yg mknnye teratur.. ada nasi.. ada hari2 yg roti je.. at this phase sepatutnye jd org yg kuat mkn dah.. tp ntah la..

bukan sbb memilih..kalau ltk mcm2 mknn dpn mata mmg mkn je.. masalahnye xde semua tu.. kat ofis xde pun stok mknn utk kunyah2.. xtau nk beli ape.. kat rumah slalu mr.k ingtkan beli buah.. 

mengidam lg la xde.. tp tp tp.. nk eskrem hari2..hehe.. dapnyeeee...

mkn eskrem bukan je sdp.. rasa released lg.. rasa sejukkk je.. rasa hilang penat..

dealing with the hectic project during w-day preparation already test me up.. dealing with the same project again during pregnancy only Allah knows how hard it is..

alhamdulillah dikurniakan teammate yg dedicated.. rasa sejuk bila ada org tlg tanpa perlu bgtau.. 

mcm tlg mak kat rumah.. ada yg yes. jaga adik.. tp tgk je..kalau mak xckp suapkan adik mkn.. kita pun buat xtau..as long as adik tu duduk dia xjatuh..kita pun tgk je.. tp ada yg jaga..make sure the clothes on.. suap adik mkn..tidurkan.. susah nk cr org mcm ni.. org yg tau ape tgjwb..

lg la kalau deal dgn org yg da nk meninggalkan project.. keje will be sambil lewa coz dia tau it already useless to show off all the commitments.

as usual..bila bos xde hari2 nangis.. the same thing happen last year.. bos xnangis ke eh buat keje dia?.. huu..

semoga sy kuat dan tabah.. kena kuat. for the sake of baby.. jgn dgr bisikan-bisikan jahat yg lg rosakkan hati tu ye ira.. 

btw, today is the happiest day for my bff.. she's now sumone's wife!.. alhamdulillah..
sgt2 happy for her..tp xbole nk express kan sbb..seronok sorg2 kat rumah.. mengharapkan the other frens yg pergi upload gamba kat fb..or maybe tgk gamba pengantin upload later..huhu..

sedih.pilu..tuhan je tau mcm mana cemburu nye rasa xdpt ada kat sana with them.. tp apa bole buat.. redha will be the best thing for me.. no if or only if since evrythg happen for a reason.. be good ira.. be good..

this is the hardest part for me.. berjuang menentang perasaan yg mcm2.. works.life.frens.my physical change..insyaallah u'll be ok ira..mmy is too sensitive now.. why mmy whyy??..hehe

be good.be strong.u know u good at it.. chill~

wslm