occay!

owh..sh**

kena raba pg td..isk3...

haha..xde la..ish...............

.......but kena push dlm tren this morning, n i thought at my behind was a lady.. skali rupanya a guy.. baru realized his hand at my bum..dush3!!!!*..hopefully he's not pervert la kan.. but some other guy.. staring kat dada la plak.. hiiiyahh!!!!!..bg backhand sket*.. sukati je.. 

owh..so f****ng hate la bila ada org asing naik tren.. da la rapid kl penuh ngn diorg.. tren pun diorg gak..agk2 la wei..haiyoh.. kalo xpervert xpe..ni x.. nasib baik xpki bj kurung..kalo x lg smooth n clear diorg langgar2..xsuke! xsuke! xsuke!

abg putra..u have to take care for all this things la..tp mcm mana nk halang makhluk2 asing ni naik tren lak kan.. xkan nak tunjuk ic.. tp kebanjiran diorg dlm negara ni da xbole nak buat apa da.. sana sini diorg.. camne ek?..

da la hari ni kaki ni sakit sgt.. lebih sakit dr semlm.. tu la..jarang catwalk.. pasni kena praktis hari2.. maybe the whole day kena pakai heels arini..pagi2 td da ada meeting.. kan!..da la pki t-shirt bodo je.. huu.. pinjam aunty tough punye blazer.. *sukati pki blazer boss..haha..ok penyelamat ok.. even xmatching with seluar.. 

main tembak2 dlm meeting is a normal things.. luckily they don't have appropriate peluru for me yet..then i safe..but till when??..huu.. so, atok k just pesan.. we have to be aggressive like..auuuuuum.. grrrrrrr... or my be we need soft approach like..puurrrrrrr... put some make up on.. nice dress.. uishh..mcm nk jd penggoda plak...

pape je la.. sometimes i love this job.. but still don't know my capabilities.. can i get trough this?? sometimes i feel this job not suit for me.. but i do learn a lot here. to make up with people, i really don't have the so called aura. low self esteem.. people doesn't like me. muka ketat. xmesra. its me. i don't have that appeal things on me. dgn muka yg mcm hape skrg ni..seriously if jln rase cam nak sorok je muka skrg..isk..all the confident dah pegi mana tah plus kena speaking.. owh..my english sgt2 teruk..so sesuai ke keje ni for me??..mmm

p/s: mls nak pegi menara senget tu arini..sakit kaki la!!..sob3