What will u do if u bumps into ur boyfriend’s ex-girlfriend??

Definitely the best answer is “its depends on how they broke up”..

Okeyh, consequences from above.


IF diorang broke up dgn cara baik and still be friends. Then bole la duduk semeja for a while.

IF ELSE, diorg had a big fight maybe the girl cause it. And the boy mmg xboleh nak terima. Then of course la ur bf tu xmo mention lg about her. Lgkan nak duduk semeja kan.

ELSE, the boy yg make a mess. For sure that girl xmo ambik tau lg. unless dia masih syg ngan ex dia tu.


BUT, *go to the 2nd statement. If that girl da menyesal. And nak come back to ur guy, trying seducing him, coz later she know there is no one the best as him. What will u do?.. coz no matter what, they do once had been together. Share the feelings, kenangan manis n pahit bersama… so, u will do??

• Keep an eye on him.
• Do not be jealous.
• Take it easy.
• Find his weak point and do grip his heart. *hey! U already got that heart dearie.
• Do not suspicious. Trust him.

“To be trusted is a greater complement than to be loved. --- George Macdonald”


Ok lah. Mcm2 lagi yg boleh buat. Yg paling penting percaya. Jgn tuduh sebarangan. Men hate it. For me, I’ll try my best. Coz I know he is totally mine! *yeke??..see! that is still in doubt. Huu

Well, sikit xbyk I’m still jealous. Lagi la.. diorg lawa2.. cantik. Comel. Package lengkap. Nak compare ngn diri ni..haiiihh.. jauh beza kot. Sgt2 jauh. Bukan sbb diorg ex mr.k that make me jealous. Sometime bila tgk org comel2 ni.. jln ngn bf diorg.. hati terdetik. Untung nye lahai diorg dpt gf mcm tu.. sedap je mata memandang. Sepadan je. Me?.. org mungkin akan ckp. “pity him. Ensem tapi gf selekeh.”..mm..


Eh. Xbaik kan?..at least cukup sifat. Mak marah kalo kutuk2 diri ni.. dia ckp setiap org ada kelebihan n kekurangan. Yes, I know.. tapi.. sian nye mr.k dpt org mcm ni..iskk..

“manusia.. xpenah rase cukup dgn apa yg dia ada..”


Ambik phrase ni dr sesorg. *adah.. pinjam quote eh..rase sweet sgt.

“You told me I was beautiful,It meant so much to me,But when I looked into the mirror,There was no beauty I could see.I asked you why you said that,I asked you why you lied,Then you told me to look closer,Because I'm beautiful inside.... “

So sweet ur husband to be..



Mungkin tu betul, apa yg lelaki nampak pd perempuan yg dia syg. *bila tgh syg laa.. so, let it be~

Bila sesorg tu syg kita dgn ikhlas, dia bukan syg pd kecantikan. Rite?


So, utk org xcantik mcm saya. Keep your heart beautiful bebeh!


EPILOGUE

Well, yeah. We bump into his ex yesterday. Tgh queue up nak byr barang. Nampak that girl kulu-kilir kat depan tu, actually before that lagi mr.k da nampak masa tgh pilih2 stokin, tp dia wat xtau.. xsangka plak dia mmg ada kat area tu. Lately ni this girl mcm nk seduce mr.k balik, but I take it as dia nak kwn biasa n nk luah perasaan je lah. *konon baru lepas putus cinta. So frust la kan.
mmm.. lawa org nye. N maybe single.. sape nak??..

n tetibe plak dia sms mr.k… “kenapa erk S terbayang mr.k depan mata jek. S on the way balik JB nih.”. what the HEY HEY kan? Da tergedik sengih kat situ. Ingt kitorg rabun ke?..n mr.k of cos la kenal. xkan la dia lupa lak kan muka buah hati pengarang jantung dulu.. mr.k xlyn sms tu. But I’m the one reply it. *EVIL..harrghh3!.. buat ayat sedey2 lak.. membawa hati yg luka la lara la..huh.


Its ok je with me. Tp mr.k da xsanggup nak duduk dlm tu.. dia kata giant panas.. *bole cayeke??.. tah2 dia nk maksudkan ex dia hot .. kan?


Owh..tidakk!!


Yeah, myb its easy for me. Tp not both of them. Let put me into her shoes. Its hurt when seeing org happy tp kita xhappy. So kenapa nak sakit2 kan hati kan.. let it go.. what is past remain a past.


Dah. Senyum2.. tp mmg da senyum all the day.. mr.k upah SR..hik hik hik..plus, new baju kurung.. *eh. ni dia blanje ke kena byr balik eh??..

Haaaaaa jimmy chooo!!..

Shroooot… huuff


Ish..byk gile habuk..sapu2..buang sawang..buang habuk.. buang debuu..

Lame ke xupdate?..haha.. byk nk citer. Tp xtau nak citer macam mana.. cane?

Mula2..kita citer yg sedey2 dulu.. iskk2.. skrg, da jd penganggur balik.. huu..sob2.. baru ingt bulan 6 msti beli kete..dush2.. xdpt la gamaknya.. bole la renew lesen tanpa cacat cela mata demerit..kan2?.. cik mantin ngn cik sikin. Sila la keluar satu kereta.. boleh la sy menumpang kasih..sob..sob.. n muka kena menten muka seposen nk mintak duet kat mak lagi… so, xde apa yg best..


Yg best ialah… Balik rumah!!..hoyeh!!..

tp no baking la this time.. Cuma dpt buat pizza ngn roti je. Owh..sooo great moment. Masing2 wat pizza sendiri2.. tp adik punye paling hancur.. dah la dia letak jagung je.. gile kedekut. Tp dah byk2 pizza tu rasa byk sgt plak. So ada beberapa doh tu kitorg jadikan roti tocang…

Yg ada silang tu awin punye.. gemok gile kan?..xmcm org nye kedengking. Yg kecik tu adik la.. yg ayu2 tepi tu ai punye la..hak2.. nmpak sopan je kan??..*dush2

Ada 3 buku lagi wat roti butter. Tp lupe nk snap. SGT SEDAP hokeh. Haha.. next time kitorg nk wat roti je plak.. pastu nk try wat croissant..mak penah buat suatu ketika dahulu.. adik xlahir lagi.. gile lama… mintak2 jd la.. Tp xpe.. kita cuba jaya.




Bile nak balik lg ek??



Cerita yg suam2 best.. arini start training. owh. ..classroom ada lah sgt sejuk which is I only wore blouse no sweater no pashee. Ergghh.. seb baek xlama pastu ada jln2.. so bole thn lagi. Cuma pikirkan rahang ni. Da lama xbuat hal nak cramp. Kang tetibe dia ngengada abis la this week kena mkn bubur je.. demmit. kurus ai.. *ceh.



So, class today. Ok.. not bad. *sbb balik awal..ngee.. for selasa n rabu off day. Then Thurs n Friday kena pg Asia Jaya. Monday n Tuesday next week masuk class kat S. Alam pulak. Wuaaa!!.. mcm bola kan kena main baling2.. tp xpe. At least xduduk dlm class je. Maka di sini, begitu lah lebih kurang jadual training saya utk 6 bulan.. kejap kat sana. Kejap kat sini. Seb baek rumah compatible utk pegi kedua2nya.. kalo x mana la nk merempat..



Abis class tadi sempat pergi tesco jap. Beli barang2 nak buat kari ayam(esk) ngn tomyam campur(lusa)… wuaaaa!!.. impress x anak cik nomi ni nak masuk dapur masak??!.. well, in case offday 2 ari n sy ada lah kemalasan nak berjalan kaki keluar. Terus beli brg siap tuk mkn. Sape nak join?!.. *sakit perut xtanggung la… padan la gemok kan. malas jln rajin makan. adeyyhh..ok2.. kalo sy rajin jln2.. takut offday tu terjalan pergi mid valley plak. so mana bagus?.. duk rumah ke jln2 g mid valley?.. *sedapkan hati 

ok dah.. nak buat roti bakar. lapar.

"That's My Goal"

"That's My Goal"

You know where I've come from,
You know my story,
You know why I'm standing here...
Tonight,
Please don't go,
Don't be in a hurry,
I'm here to make it clear,
Make it right,

Well I know I've acted foolish,
But I promise you no more,
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for,

I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.

Please don't go,
You know that I need you,
And can't breath without you,
Live without you,
Be without you,
Well I know I've acted foolish,
But i promise you no more,

I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
That's my goal.

Well i won't stop believing,
That we will be leaving together,
So when I say i love you,
I mean it forever and ever,
ever and ever....

I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to say I'm sorry,
I'm not here to lie to you,
I'm here to say I'm ready,
That I've finally thought it through,
I'm not here to let you're love go,
I'm not giving up oh no,
I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul,
Thats my goal.... 

bila kita terlalu kerap say sorry. its comes to nothing kan?

ada org perkenalkan sy dgn lagu ni..well, i loved shayne ward. then. here you go..

p/s:..mr.k. nk pujuk i nnti nyanyi lagu ni je la..kekekeke..

GO IRA GO!!

hokeh. bc 2 blog latest updated kat tepi tu. sume tension KEJE.
SAYA PUN!!
AAAAARRRRRGGGHHHH!!!

sakit kepala sgt. ada 3 kategori masalah harini.
dr sndr
family
kerja


family.
hati mak tu mmg seluruhnya utk anak2..
xperlu pertikaikan setiap keputusan yg dia buat.
sbb mak tau apa yg terbaik utk anak2 dia.
if mak boleh sokong for whatever i've done.
y not me?

kerja.
mula2 rase susah. lama2 rasa xberapa susah. lagi lama terus rasa senang.
kan?
mula2 xfhm. tp da hari2 tgk.
setiap hari belajar benda baru.
tp liase with things and liase with people.
adalah dua perkara yg sgt berbeza.
so?
mana ada keje yg petik jari je nk buat.
pejam mata je boleh selesai.
cammon la ira. tolong cepat pickup sket boleh?
tp sy xsuka liase with people.
kenapa tah. annoy gila.
oh.xgila..tp a bit difficult for me.
apa pilihan yg sy ada?

at least feel relief bila da dpt discuss dgn aunty tough. ngn mak pun.. I HAVE A GREAT MOM!!


.LOVE this quote too.
"stop comparing with others yg mmg dah stable. rezeki setiap org mmg ALLAH dah tetapkan"

BIG THANX to UMMI!


dr sndr.

ye. bukan senang nak senang.
so?
susah la sikit.
kenapa?
takut?
takut menyesal?
kenapa kena menyesal?
kalo xde pengalaman. kan xbelajar?
so?
risau ape?
sekurang2nya.. dgn umur skrg masih byk masa utk diperbetulkan. kalo ko ikut jln yg betul.kan?
*cari positive pd dr sndr.
dah.berhenti berfikir. buat keputusan. plz..

so,
whatever u decide by now ira. don't look back.

p/s: sory la cerita kelam kabut..sbb arini sy mmg kelam kabut.

???

tetiba kan xtau nak buat ape..

mmm..

sepatutnye ada sesuatu.. tp ter update blog..


tp ade sesuatu..ape ek??

owhh..kenapa rasa blur ni??

neuron.. laju sikit bergerak boleh?..
owh..sekarang ingatan da xbrape ok. past 5 min conversation. terus xingt.. huh. byk mkn semut??..



tolong2..sy xsuke blur.. eh..tp habang bler jgn terasa eh..

cepat2..sy kena berfikir..putar2..

ok.NOTES.

check kat noc the latest sites for evry acc.
check kat project manager for any upgrade or terminated sites.
if xde serang ae/am kat menara senget tu.
check any changes kat working then buat bil.

ok..tu untuk finance.

untuk cru itself.
call am menara senget ask for agreement.
seb baek dpt customer yg xbrape aktif. so tggl nk follow up outstanding bill je.
TAPI. sape sabotaj my customer nih??..abis sume hardcopy and soft copy xde..
mana nk cekau?..aiyark..
pastu2.. brape byk network diagram yg msti ada dlm satu file?..ish..serabut la.

dah2..g keje.

yeaayy!!

kita mulakan hari isnin dgn cerita2 yg best hokeh!!

dah selamat smpi KL. huh. penat sbb rush masa nak balik. tp seb baek sempat bungkus pizza tuk mr.k.

oohh yee... cerita cheese cake saya!!

berjaya2!!..yeay!!

dengan jayanya sy berjaya buat oreo cheese cake. my new feveret...*tetibe terliur..sluurrpp

hepy sgt sbb 1st time buat. mm..lembik sket sbnrnya..sbb terlebih whipped cream.. so rupa dia xsecantik secret recipes la kan..tp tetap sedap..*xmalu naik lift tekan sndr..haha..eh..mestila kan.

kali ni buat sndr..mak xpegang pape pun..cuma dia monitor dr jauh je.. then lagi awin buat choc moist cake..

cake ni xbrape moist..mak tanya kenapa.. mano la den tau mak eh..huhu

tu mlm sabtu.. tgh hari..mak masak kitorg wat pizza plak.. gile kn tgh2 ari wat pizza..huhu..

suka2 letak mcm2.. for first trip bakar.. roti naik mcm bukit.. sbb mak lupa nk cucuk tepung roti tu.. *mak lg yg dipersalahkan..hehe.. sory la mak.. u r d sifu..

xpe2..after this beli bbq sauce.. udang n ketam plak..wat seafood pizza..nyum2..

then surprisingly!!..sy dah boleh mkn KERANG..yeay!!.. xtau la mcm mana boleh terlalu.. tolong mak kopek kerang tu..bau mcm best je..so, terus ngap masuk mulut..lapar kot.. ttbe masuk lagi..masuk lagi.. smpi mak alihkan..takut habis..*mak kejam..

so, if sampai masa kena mkn kerang byk nnti da xde masalah. i have to.

abis daa cerita psl mkn2.. ada yg terliur ke?..
dah. sambung keje..

home sweet home

arrived safely.. alhamdulillah

sakit kepala..huuu

ada org bwk balik org baru..hehe.. but it supposed to be me.. tp xpe la..dulu kan yg "matang" dulu..ngeee

*lupe plak nk citer ape td..haiihh..

owhhh..esk byk keje nk buat.. seb baek mak pggl bibik.. so esk leh jd mandur je..yahaha

eh..perasan. sy kan sinderela.. ada 2 dapur nk kemas. MESTI. almari pun nk kena kemas.

okeh2..mari kita plan.

1. bgn lambat sket la esk..*da tau byk keje lg ada hati nk bgn lambat.

2. terus keluarkan mangkuk2 dlm almari. SEMUA. lap almari. basuh semua mangkuk2 tu semula. dah dpt izin tuk buang semua balang2 kuih yg lama. sbb da beli yg baru tuk raya tahun ni. *gile cepat kan

3. mangkuk2 kat tingkat pinggan pun kena basuh. SEMUA.

4. fridge XYAH basuh..YEAY!!.. mak beli fridge baru. so cantik lagi. hehe..

5. eh2..lupe.. ada oven baru jugak. jom wat CHEESE CAKE!!..ke nak wat pizza ek??

6. rumah ngn toilet bibik kemas.

7. tingkap. suh bibik basuh gak la. 

8. so, boleh kemas rumah depan. semua cd2 xpakai boleh buang.

eh..byk kan bnda baru??

maaaaaakkk...nak mak baru. eh silap...nak kereta baru...

*pang pang pang pang

da2..sakit pale.. ada sumting nak ckp td..tp lupa..

xpe la..

nyte all~

STUPIDITY

sedey. x. marah. x. menyesal. x. bengang. pun x..

rasa ape skrg??..suam2 kuku... argh. merepek.

wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!..tu sbnrnya.. rasa nak menjerit. kwn2!!..bile nk broga ni??

sy xtahan...

huuu... bukak2 mata je..ada msg.

"aunty tough minta kita pg tm seminar. 8.30 arini hotel istana."

oooo..ok..so terfikir..msti arini sorg2 kat ofis..xpe la..not a big deal.

TAPI!!..kunci ofis xde. pd aunty tough.so how to masuk ofis?..

"kunci?"

"aunty tough mungkin pegi sana. kita dua jumpa dia kat sana pastu ambik kunci."

"hah?..jap2..so i have to go gak ke?"

"dah mandi belum?..kita gerak sekali.."

"alamak!!"

semlm balik pakai selipar..heels tinggal kat ofis. xkan masuk seminar pakai selipar bodo ni??..

aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

ok..rasa mcm nak main langgar je.. kalau pegi sana. seperti memperbodohkan diri. kalau balik ofis. pun memperbodohkan diri. so conclusion nya.. I'm stupid!

dah separuh jalan. pikir2 xpe la.. terus pegi istana ambik kunci then balik. xyah masuk seminar. harap2 aunty tough bagi la..

masuk je hotel.. owwwhhh..

rasa mcm ayam naik monorail...wwuuuaaaa!!

semuanya corporate attire.. ngn mat2 salleh..mati la!!

pegi toilet..pegi toilet.. tempat yg paling selamat nk sembunyi.

tunggu aunty tough..

"its ok.. diorg xnotice pun your selipar..masuk je"

"wuaaa..xmo doc.. all my confident level da xde. zero"

"then. xpe la..take this key.. and on my desk ada something to be fax"

"oraite.. tq doc"

fuuuuhhh..lega teramat.

blah2..rasa kalo boleh tembus dinding tu nk terus lalu je.. xnk da tgk org2 keliling..huuu

tp rase rugi.. new product launch HSBB.. pastu mkn sedap2...

rugi2...haaaiiiihh..

padan muka. lain kali. spare je ofisware kat rumah..FAHAM??

so skrg..sy di ofis. sorg2.. bersama printer yg berhantu. paper jam paper jam. dah abis xde paper da dlm tu. kang tuang jem bebtul kang.. 

bencila!